Which do you prefer?
Someone that makes your flutter or someone familiar?
An easy question yet such a difficult choice. At this moment I'm just rooting for someone familiar but it's just that someone that makes your flutter seems like the better decision to love if you have been hurt by that someone familiar before. But then again, it's so hard to tell with your heart. No matter what you turn to, someone will just get hurt in the end. I like how there is nothing definite about it. There is no clear cut line as to which side she's (the character) swaying to. It is nice to have someone that flutters your heart, a person that gives you that ticklish feeling within your heart, those feelings that you have no explanation for. But it's like that someone familiar, I guess you feel obliged to go back into the arms that you knew so well, that once held you. However, once bitten twice shy. You just don't know if those arms will let you go again. At least with that someone new, you have no idea where this road is going to go. It may succeed or it may fail. But because you have never tasted the failure or that hurt, you don't fear it as much as going back into the same arms. Both the feeling of fear and comfort works in the same but opposite ways and guess choosing which risk to take is what makes you so torn inside.
Someone that makes your heart flutter or someone familiar.
Which do you prefer?
