comfort (kʌmfət)
noun
a state of physical ease and freedom from pain or constraint.
comfortable (kʌmf(ə)təb(ə)l)
adjective
free from stress or tension.
I think if there was anything to feel about this meet, this group of people, it would be this word. Comfort or comfortable. In the sense it is this feeling of not exactly happiness but of peace and blissfulness. A time where everything just feels at ease and stand still. Maybe it's because of how I treat this commitment or how I want this commitment to feel like, nonetheless, it is something that I felt. This thing that I never felt in a long time. The sense of being able to put down everything, to let down my walls and let them in. I think only them can achieve that. And for this feeling I am scared, still, but I'm also grateful and relieve. To know that there are people out there that I am able to let down my walls makes it feel comfortable. And I guess you can call this happiness too, to be able to have people to share your ups and downs. To have people who give strength. They give me strength. Although funny enough we are a group of people that truly, really need strength in our lives for different situation but it's giving and receiving. For the first time ever, I want to let them in. I want to hold all of them and give them strength. I guess when you see a crack in someone that reflects a part of your own crack, you want to give them everything you can to fill that crack up because deep down inside you know how it feels like. You feel the pain, the struggle, the tiredness, the drag. Everything. So this strength and this comfort, I'm glad I gave it a chance. To give my heart and all to a commitment and want to stay, I guess this would be the one and only. And I'm enjoying every single bit of it. I want to give it my all and I truly hope it lasts and becomes this strong hold of support, strength and comfort.
Whatever happens in your life, cell would have to be the one you would want to share with. Spiritually or non spiritually. That is truly the beauty of a cell and I'm glad I found one just like this.
