We always crave for things we can't have, be it temporary or forever.
And this overwhelming urge to break free from the mundane actions of reading the same words over and over again is killing me.
Sometimes you're not sure if you should stop for a moment to enjoy that few hours of excitement and adventures, on one hand it refreshes that dried soul in you but on the other, you feel so refreshed you just want more.
And I find myself inching so close to the latter it is hard to pull myself back on track again.
Why go back to doing things you don't want to? It's the last stretch, keep going! I tell myself over and over again.
Sometimes it works, for an hour or two but it'll fade away again with just a slight twitch of a paper from the corner of my eye, then I'll find myself back to daydreaming about the things that I want to do, about the things that make me happy.
Even being within those thoughts make me happy enough to forget that I am not actually accomplishing it.
Sad isn't it?
But we all can't get what we want.
And I guess that's what I'm telling myself right now.
No, you can't do this or that, so head back to what you are suppose to do, no matter whether you like it or not.
Because this is life, it wouldn't be life if you got what you want so easily,
right?
