I'm kinda looking forward more to the freedom after that, being worried about A levels is too mainstream! like i see people around me getting stress and I am like "hmmm okay" but some people will argue back and say "yea that is why your results is like that" -.-
I admit my results isn't all that good but for the fact that I do not sleep late!
which is something that I am proud of, everybody should get enough sleep like 6hours minimum!
because seriously, nobody is going to pay you back for all the sleep you lost
(9pm is my bedtime and if I stay up after 9pm its not because I am studying but because I am slacking and lazy to go sleep, yes you can be lazy to go sleep, ya I am weird like that)
Actually I don't mind studying, I think its really interesting but I just hate how they use it to test our abilities or so they claim. All these major exams are just to see how serious you treat these exams, how far you would go to prepare for something that wouldn't even determine who you marry, what kids you will have, whether you will catch the next movie or whether you are going to breathe in the next second, okay you get my point. These exams are just for other people to see how well you work under the most silent and boring conditions, glued to a chair that is not even comfortable (you can't even cross your leg without getting marks on your skin because of the pressure your shoe is putting on your legs) and unable to sigh loudly when you feel so bored and tired of taking exams. You don't even get to use colorful pens and highlighters >:(
The point is, to me A levels totally doesn't determine my life. Yes, it is something that I would have to take given that I have chosen this path (okay, maybe abit forced) but the results wouldn't spell much about whether I would get married in the future or go to Hawaii for my honeymoon (the nice beaches and hula girls are all A LIE!!! so as claimed by my GP teacher who has been there). The alphabets on my result slip is just for the people who believe in A levels to see where I stand among everyone else and to see if I can match those alphabets to any slot in the universities.
I often find myself thinking, if I had been abit more insistent on NOT going to a Junior College would it really be so different? I would have went to take childhood psychology or my veterinary course and learn the stuff I learnt in Biology class. I may or may not have chosen drama as my CCA and I may or may not have the opportunity to act on stage or direct a show. What I'm saying is the things I have in my memories would totally be different (um yes like duh)
I am starting to see no point in this whole post, hmmm a very serious problem that I have once I start typing or writing. I go in all different direction that I get so confused that I forgotten what was my point in the first place. Maybe I had no point at all *inserts tumblr meme*
Ok blogger is boring cause its all words and no pictures *I DEMAND PICTURES* which means its time to move on to tumblring and drop this post in the middle of nowhere.
KIDDING
this cracks me up every single time.
thank God I am not an egg O.O
if not it would be really messy *inserts emoji*
ok its time for me to sleep. its 1 hour more till "17 more days to A levels"
so in conclusion: A level sucks cause everybody is becoming so selfish and anal and bitchy and selfish and and sell fish *wink*
so in the pursuit of this Advanced Level of education, it has made everyone lose their humane nature and they are so driven to chase after the best grades that for that moment nothing else is more important to them then to be the one with the most As.
And it is always during these moments when everyone is so stressed up and emotional-less that I want to just sit in a corner and not do anything, so that I wouldn't be just like them.
But yes, the realistic people and the people doing so will just laugh and say
"what a stupid girl, she is just losing out just cause she doesn't want to be like that"
Would I be happier next time as compared to them, I really have no idea.
But I just know at this moment, I feel more alive then they do.
