yesterday was the official first day of school but we had no lessons just endless talks and lots of tense up muscle from sitting on the hall floor for many hours :(
went back to visit my jrs taking their O level results and there were good ones, the bad ones and the average ones. feel so helpless looking at some of them looking lost and upset.
cause there is really nothing much to say.
words can only be those few "its okay", "don't sad". no matter how much u comfort in the end everything still stays the same so i hope they would pray before making any decisions and hopefully its the right choice!
back to school so obviously a person like me who loves to plan stuff and write would have a planner and i got one at Popular at a pricey $20+ O.O
but i only accepted the price because the inserts can be refilled next year and it has what i want so i guess it was kinda worth it?
its bluish-green, quite a sweet colour (:
but its quite heavy and thick also so :O *my poor shoulder*
a photo of my rabbit in the picture too haha! :D
was at class chalet before school started but because my classmates haven't uploaded the photos i took so no pictures to blog about it! :( except those on my phone, which are the following (:
beautiful morning sky
my friends camera which i happily carry around being the photographer of the day(s)! :D
after going home on the second day i slept awhile before meeting Jeannie for ice cream at New Zeland ice cream shop @ Simei.
3 giant scoops of ice cream in a giant cone for $5! ate berry yogurt, rum and raisin and white chocolate with raspberry (:
talked about life, studies and career (: quite a fruitful one
and here is a random photo of my clique. my hair looks damn ugly/screwed here T.T no idea why my hair look so sucky in photos :( decide to pin it up from tmr onwards!
today was my school (Nanyang Junior College) open house and it was quite eventful and tiring
found minnie mouse clip on ears and played with it LOL #actcute
i look like i have blue extensions and brown fringe here O.O but that's nice :P
today they announce that i will be a director during our chinese drama concert and i am like T.T/:((/-.-/O.O x1000000 sad!!! i love acting and i didn't really foresee myself doing anything else except acting and the fact that they only chose me cause they want somebody with acting background and we only have 5 actors and 2 went to be overall in charge so its like #nochoice so they chose me :(
the reason why i am so unhappy is
1. choosing me seems like a no choice thing and i hate being a no choice-r -.-
2. i want to perform and be ON stage not BEHIND the stage though ya i know, people behind the stage is also veh important blah but seriously, i shall be thick skin and say that asking me to be director is wasting my talent
3. i have no faith and confidence that i will be able to do what a director needs to do. i have no freaking idea how to cue lighting and sound and all that blah. im just good in ACTING!!!!!!
so now i am really upset :( and i doubt i will ever get over it @.@ plus the fact that i cannot complain all that and be irresponsible since i am a director -.- gosh complaining about eveything is like my habit :O now i have to shut my mouth and complain in my head :// blah #rantrantrantrant!
ok shall abruptly stop here cause its time to sleep already though tmr is go-school-late-end-school-early wednesday (: but still i want to have ample sleeping time to get pass the lessons tmr! ARGHH back to school!!
cheers everyone! ^^
