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14Feb

2012-02-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TUESDAY DAY EVERYBODY! :D

nah joking, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! :D
haha lol nothing happening or special today so ya hope u had an awesome day today feeling the love in the air~~

cheers! ^^

P.S.shortest post ever :O

WANT

2012-02-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

WANT!!

boo-yah! :D

2012-02-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

i haven't been blogging these few days cause schools been really suffocating and i barely finish everything everyday :( but i guess i gotta accept it since its my final year! hope really hard that i will do well for A's!!!
lazy to do paragraphing cause i am trying to rush this before i lose the interest in posting lol.

shall start from 20jan which is cny celebrations in my school which is also be-yourself day means we could wear anything we want except those usual revealing clothes blah. we had some quite boring performances but i shadn't can't complain much since they put in effort in the performance. anw aft the concert we had some calligraphy session in our class but me and my friend just ended up camwhoring cause it is hardly that we get to wear our own clothes in school (:

my clique!

after that met huizhen and kchuen to go shopping haha. had lots of fun cause they are "new shopping people" ok hz is not exactly new but ya haha went to orchard, far east to shop. kc kept making us eat and eat and eat and end up only me and hz are the ones feeling damn full and kc is like still going to eat somemore, guys -.-

fruit juice!

the funny thing is we only went to buy it cause there was a long queue outside the shop and we thought they must sell fruits that are damn nice + they smell damn good too! end up we didnt eat the fruit but bought juice. kc- pineapple; hz - papaya milk; me- watermelon

it wasn't as nice as we expected it to be so that teach us to stop being #sosingaporean lol

camwhore again at the mrt seat waiting for the train to come.
we must have look like retards cause we were doing stupid faces lol

these fries are AWESOME. okay not say VERY VERY nice just that its just the right texture and with the cheese its like even nicer.

and i am somebody that doesn't really like/eat cheese so liking this is means its really not bad in my standard.

try it when u are at cineleisure next time! its at B1 i think opposite Frolick (:

ANW CNY period came and the holiday is like totally damn short -.- we all had post-cny blues when we went back to school

random nomnom ring me and belle made the other day! (:

i like to wear accessories. blings my boring clothes up!

cny first day - went to my mother's side for lunch like every other cny. no polariod = pretend got

was busy typing out my GP presentation which we only did like this week -.-

day 1 passed quite fast i have no idea what i was doing also so ya

cny second day - went to malaysia to visit relatives before going to father's side

very depress that i am always holding other people's professional camera (P.S. this is NOT mine)

had fun at this :D

after running i felt DAMN full so went to cycle on the machine at my relative's house haha

went back to spore in the evening and i forgot what i did again haha have really bad memory these few days :/

went shopping the other day at bugis with huizhen and belle bought a pink clutch ok not exactly clutch but wtv, 2rings and a tank which became like this:

damn irritated/sad cause i didn't even got to wear it -.- totally waste my $10

my pink clutch haha

was on the way to mandy's house for cny celeb+her bd celeb

mahjong at mandy's house!

bought 2 pcs of cake from bakerzine cause we were too full to eat a full cake. had to scam shayting to choose her favourite flavour and hid from her that we buying the cake for her lol

went down to the pool to celebrate cause it seemed cozier (:

no idea why i look so dark here O.O

teammy forever not looking at camera one

shay carrying teammy #likeamum

and here is belle pretending to be the one holding teammy haha!

really had fun with all my friends whenever i go out with them and i guess it will be a long time before we meet again cause of our forever clashing schedules :( but at least i know i will be sharing 14feb with them soon! :D cant wait to meet up with them. if they ever read my blog which is never then they will know i miss them so much!!!! ^^ lol sometimes totally don't like to say all these stuff to them if not they think is les but wtv ♥ them so much :D

okay i finally finish blogging and it took me like more than 2hrs to do so cause i was juggling blogging with youtube, MSN, whatsapp and twitter all at one go! finally can catch a breath!

hope u all are having a great 2012 so far! the world is not ending yet so get out with ur lives people :P

cheers! xD

back to reality

2012-01-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the official first day of school but we had no lessons just endless talks and lots of tense up muscle from sitting on the hall floor for many hours :(

went back to visit my jrs taking their O level results and there were good ones, the bad ones and the average ones. feel so helpless looking at some of them looking lost and upset.

cause there is really nothing much to say.

words can only be those few "its okay", "don't sad". no matter how much u comfort in the end everything still stays the same so i hope they would pray before making any decisions and hopefully its the right choice!

back to school so obviously a person like me who loves to plan stuff and write would have a planner and i got one at Popular at a pricey $20+ O.O

but i only accepted the price because the inserts can be refilled next year and it has what i want so i guess it was kinda worth it?

its bluish-green, quite a sweet colour (:

but its quite heavy and thick also so :O *my poor shoulder*

a photo of my rabbit in the picture too haha! :D

was at class chalet before school started but because my classmates haven't uploaded the photos i took so no pictures to blog about it! :( except those on my phone, which are the following (:

beautiful morning sky

my friends camera which i happily carry around being the photographer of the day(s)! :D

after going home on the second day i slept awhile before meeting Jeannie for ice cream at New Zeland ice cream shop @ Simei.

3 giant scoops of ice cream in a giant cone for $5! ate berry yogurt, rum and raisin and white chocolate with raspberry (:

talked about life, studies and career (: quite a fruitful one

and here is a random photo of my clique. my hair looks damn ugly/screwed here T.T no idea why my hair look so sucky in photos :( decide to pin it up from tmr onwards!

today was my school (Nanyang Junior College) open house and it was quite eventful and tiring

found minnie mouse clip on ears and played with it LOL #actcute

i look like i have blue extensions and brown fringe here O.O but that's nice :P

today they announce that i will be a director during our chinese drama concert and i am like T.T/:((/-.-/O.O x1000000 sad!!! i love acting and i didn't really foresee myself doing anything else except acting and the fact that they only chose me cause they want somebody with acting background and we only have 5 actors and 2 went to be overall in charge so its like #nochoice so they chose me :(

the reason why i am so unhappy is

1. choosing me seems like a no choice thing and i hate being a no choice-r -.-

2. i want to perform and be ON stage not BEHIND the stage though ya i know, people behind the stage is also veh important blah but seriously, i shall be thick skin and say that asking me to be director is wasting my talent

3. i have no faith and confidence that i will be able to do what a director needs to do. i have no freaking idea how to cue lighting and sound and all that blah. im just good in ACTING!!!!!!

so now i am really upset :( and i doubt i will ever get over it @.@ plus the fact that i cannot complain all that and be irresponsible since i am a director -.- gosh complaining about eveything is like my habit :O now i have to shut my mouth and complain in my head :// blah #rantrantrantrant!

ok shall abruptly stop here cause its time to sleep already though tmr is go-school-late-end-school-early wednesday (: but still i want to have ample sleeping time to get pass the lessons tmr! ARGHH back to school!!

cheers everyone! ^^

Start of 2012

2012-01-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

so yesterday was 01/01/12 the start of the new year which is also my parent's anniversary :D but then they didn't get to spend it cause my dad had to go back to the office to work =.= on new year's eve (31/12/11), new year's day (1/1/12) and even the public holiday aft NYD which is today -.- all because its the end and the beginning of the month which means there is final reports to do. damn #nolife

but being a nice daughter i suggested that my dad shouldn't spend 1/1/12 alone and far apart from my mum so i told my dad "why don't we all go your office??" . And so the whole family went to grab our stuff after church and lunch and head off to my dad's office which is at Jurong -.- #othersideofspore

and so i spend NYD chilling in my dad's office stoning in front of the com watching korean variety shows like WGM and watch MVs and movies on Funshion LOL so slack :D and apart from the fact that we are all close tgt there is also free aircon haha!

some lame photos i took in the office cause it got abit boring after watching the shows :P

sorry they are so blue-ish! always curious to see how i look like from the side :O

my nose like damn flat lidat T.T ah but who cares!

and now seeing that its almost the end of holidays for everybody except me (cause JCs start school on 9jan only XD) i feel that i didn't really accomplish much during the holiday except what i have to do, the fact that i haven't even exactly finish ALL my holiday homework and i didn't revise one single bit :( going to DIE really badly when school reopens and everything rushes into my face X.X gosh only have myself to blame. i keep telling myself to study but then my evil side will be like "who are you kidding, you are not that discipline" and i always listen to my bad side and procrastinate everyday :O

so i guess i wish all the best to everyone for coping with the holiday blues! unless you are like still having summer/spring/winter break or something somewhere and doing crazy and fun thing everyday like Phineas and Ferb (:

cheers!^^

THEND OF 2011

2011-12-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

so now the time is currently 11:42pm and in just like less than 20mins it will be 2012 BUT, because tmr is Sunday and I have to go to church so means no staying up in front of them com to countdown :( plus i really feel like snuggling in my bed this instance cause im so damn sleepy -o-

that's why i don't go for countdown parties cause i know i wouldn't last so long plus the temptation of having my bed near me is too strong to resist Zzz

so well 2011 in a few sentence or just lots of commas (rushing this cause i want finish it before 12am or else maybe i will really spend the countdown in front of the com)

2011- full of long and many bus rides, new faces and interesting characters, closer to the old faces and stronger than ever, knowing how is it like to stay pass 12pm, growing more to like fashion and less nerdy (as Belle would put it <3 LOL), studying harder then ever (or maybe not)

expectations for 2012- to study hard and smart! LOL nothing else big to wish for just A levels and i guess to be more enduring and patient and friendly and caring not that i am not.

so well i am.....

-thankful that i am still able to breathe in 2011 and God hasn't stop loving me yet (:

-thankful for my family who is always with me through all my unpredictable moods and emotions LOL guess they are use to it plus they really can't run away also :P anyway glad i can eat with my family every night! <3

-thankful for my friends
(old: Germaine, Ally, Eunice, Corliss, the guys, Belle, Huizhen, Shay, Vivian, Mandy) that though for some i haven't been meeting up with but we still can be as close as ever <3
(new: 1103! Kang, Shihui, Jiawen) that i can get to meet them! really keep me entertained and awake in school! ^^

-thankful that i manage to get through JC1!

hope that 2012 will have more exciting and interesting stuff happening and full of surprises!

G'night!
Hope your 2012 will be awesome! :D

Taiwan in a nutshell!

2011-12-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

feel bad for not blogging when i myself get mad at other bloggers when they don't blog and i can't read their interesting stories but anyway busy with holiday homework and christmas dance so no time T.T anyway feel that this year's December pass really quickly like in a flash it is already christmas week/3rd week of Dec and its like i haven't been doing much at all :O

being the guilty me for not blogging and letting time pass i shall make it up by posting nice pictures of Taiwan haha :D (i went to Taoyuan, Kaohsiung, Kenting, Tainan, Sun Moon Lake, CingJing Farm, Miaoli, Taipei wow so many places!) kinda lazy to blog about my trip cause it was for a week so there are really endless stuff to talk about plus i write a travel journal so its abit sian to recap on it here so yup i shall be selfish and lazy to just post pictures and do brief story telling xP

(All photos are raw without editing cause i want to show you all he nice scenery unless there are some pictures where its edited/taken from iPhone!) ENJOY! :D

Day 1 (Taoyuan- He Ping Old Street, Da Si Blooming Oasis, High Speed Rail Train to Kaohsiung; Liuhe Night Market)

meal on the plane at 2+am in the morning

He Ping Old Street

Da Si Blooming Oasis

many flowers were not in the season cause it was like Winter/Spring so not really pretty :(

High Speed Railway

Coffin bread

really delicious cause the bread was thick and cripsy at the side but soft in the middle with the creamy stuff that includes corn, mushroom and meat. quite popular in all night makets (:

Porridge

it was raining on our first night market trip so it kinda dampens the mood to try lots of food :( the first day was really tiring :/ but happy i got to meet my bestie Belle the next morning cause coincidentally we were staying in the same hotel! :D

Day 2 (Kaohsiung- Old government building; Kenting- Chu Huo Nature Fire, 4x4 jeep ride, Eluanbi Light House, Kenting Street)

outside Old Government building

inside was basically all the historical stuff which was quite boring just that we sort had fun with everything and use it as a prop in our pictures

at a place where we ate lunch, totally scenic and perfect for a outdoor photoshoot!

Chu Huo Nature Fire

4x4 jeep

it was AMAZING!!!!! :D just that it was raining and while we were on the beach the sand just keeps hitting into my face and its was really painful BUT the whole journey was exciting just like a rollar coaster!

Eluanbi Light House

SUPER windy!

bro ruin the photo >:/

Kenting Street

too busy eating to take photos xP

Panda Milk Tea cause the pearls were black and white! really nice(:

customize wallet!

scenery outside our hotel (in the morning)

at night it was really creepy cause our hotel was the only tall building so when the wind blow it was full strength and even though the windows and balcony door was closed me and my sis still could hear the eerie sound of the wind O.O

Day 3 (Kenting- Pearl Culture Centre, Old Taiwan Restaurant; Kaohsiung- E-Da Theme Park; Tainan- Ren Mei Night Market)

Pearl Culture Centre

this is where my parents got brainwashed into buying pearl powder which was like so ex @.@

Old Taiwan Restaurant!

really cool restaurant cause the whole concept is of old Taiwan hence it has mock up of all these shop houses and items from the past (:

on the streets of Taiwan

E-Da Theme park!

U-shaped rollar coaster

being a rollar coaster lover i obviously had to sit it. It starts of in the middle and goes all the way up (15 floors) vertically then it spins like below

and you are facing downwards and it rushes down to the other side and it rushes back down backwards and the thing repeats for about 2/3 times :) sounds scary? haha it was more of exciting and i like the thrill so it was acceptable for me plus the seats are really comfy so it kinda feels comfortable when you are falling backwards down. no, i am not a pervert that likes scaring myself. i just love rollar coasters sooooooooooo much xD

this is the other thrilling one.

it has 2 ends and just keep spinning in a circle while

the seats at both ends spins in a circle also x)

really fun! nice view at the top too haha!

and of cause the swinger (:

another mini rollar coaster where the seats keep spinning

taken while riding the rollar coaster my bro loves

bread store at Ren Mei Night Market

DAMN delicious chicken chop at the night market! this store was consider one of the more high end in the night market and the food tastes on par with Jack's Place. The owner is really friendly too, he thought we were Taiwanese and when we told him we were Singaporeans he gave us his card and told us to call him the next time we were here so he can bring us around. He kept saying how unfortunate that he didn't have his car with him or else he could bring us around.

papaya milk shake!!!

met my Nanyang friends at this hotel cause coincidentally they were staying here during their Chinese Cultural Learning trip (: we were quite noisy in the lobby (xP) cause it was really surprising to see them there

Day 4 (Nantou- Jiji Railway Station; Sun Moon Lake- cruise around; CingJing Farm- Green Green Grassland)

Jiji Railway Station!

the guide was asking why we all so excited when we are at railway stations then we told him cause the scenery at our mrts are really ugly

"yes, this is MY yatch" :P

couldn't resist it :P

the whole sun moon lake was like scenic times infinity

so it is really hard to show ALL of the nice pictures!

sheep food!

"Arghh go away i have no more food!!!"

time for meh meh to go home ^^

this was the nicest hotel room cause it was exceptionally cosy plus there is a sort of den at the bottom so we spent the night playing cards before we slept (:

the weather made the packet of chips expand :O

gorgeous morning view!

cause my sis says i look like the sheep =.=

Day 5 (Zhuo Lan- fruit picking; Miaoli- Rail Bento Set; Taipei- Ximenting)

more pretty morning photos! (:

fruit picking. quite boring cause it was freaking windy :O

bento set! look at the size of the chicken O.O

went out of the train and it was ^that windy

MTXX(:

didn't snap photos of Ximenting cause we were busy trying to chiong shopping into 1h -.- and we finally got to settle down in the hotel for more than a night. we have been switching hotels EVERY night till we reach Taipei.

maggie for supper!

Day 6 (Taipei- The Grand Hotel, Chiufen, Shihfen- heavenly lantern, Jing An Bridge, Taipei 101, Night shopping!)

watch the changing of guards. these poor dudes stand straight without moving at the entrance of the place for an hour :O and its part of their navy army

The Grand Hotel

doesn't look very grand to me

Taipei 101

with all the HDB and tall buildings i see around Singapore everyday, its not really amazing to see Taipei 101

Chiufen!

too busy eating to take photos!

Beef Noodle!!

heavenly lantern(:

i like how we let off the heavenly lantern while standing on the train tracks (:

Jing An old bridge

haha guess who we saw xD

Day 7 (Taipei- underground shopping malls!; Singapore- home ^^)

all the tour people!

ate this while waiting for the plane

dinner!

and it was movie all the way. reached Singapore at 2am. slept at 4am.

woke up to find myself back in the boring life :( but it is good to be back n__n

so that is basically my whole trip in a nutshell, see im so nice that i could persevere throughout the whole blog post! wanted to give up half way cause it was really tiring :(

anyway its 12:16am and i really need sleep for my dance tmr!

cheers! ^^

random good news

2011-12-09T12:55:00.001+08:00

i know i haven't been blogging these few days cause there is really nothing much to blog about unless you want to know that i finish 2/5 of my holidays homework! :D

YAY ME!

LOL i have no idea where i get the energy from to complete all my work.
yesterday i even stay up to complete my biology homework.
i told my dad cause "even if i go into the room i can't sleep"
wah so proud of myself n___n and i have been resisting the urge to sit there and watch shows at night but maybe cause the shows are getting lousier and lamer :O
but whatever, makes me happy that i am growing up :P

anw the random good news is that i finally have a iPad at home! :D
my EXTREMELY generous aunt gave it to us. but considering her friend gave her 2 for free so she doesn't really feel the pinch when she give it to us plus its iPad 1 which means no camera :(
BUT. she IS very generous, she works in China and earns lots cause she capable lah but i think she is going to stay single the rest of her life cause she miss her calling age to go find love.
however, i believe love can be found in every moment of your life so im still rooting for her to get married! :D she is always bring back stuff for us and treating us to lots of things cause truthfully, what's the point of having so much money when you can't share it with others right (:

and the second not so surprising good news is that there is only 3 more days till my trip to Taiwan!! :D
i love going overseas, maybe its the feeling of being able to wear nice clothes overseas and dress up cause you are overseas so you are oblige to look your best or whatever but i am always excited to be overseas (: plus its always good to get away from Singapore=boring life and go take a look at other things and what's happening in other countries though i always end feeling homesick and be excited when we are finally back in Singapore. so its just like how absence makes the heart fonder hahaha xD

really hope i wouldn't be disappointed about the trip cause we are going on TOUR =.= which i hate the most. i don't like being restricted to certain schedule of stuff and not having the freedom to go places i like but since my daddy wants to make full use of the money so we are pretty much stuck with the tour :O BUT i have many other destinations lined up when the tour ends every night then we can go explore the night life of Taiwan on our own muahahaha.
one thing i always fear being overseas is being lost, getting kidnap and being robbed :( though i know i just have to make myself look less vulnerable and God is always there to protect me but still there is still this tinge of fear inside me all the time :/

but blah, i know i will have an awesome time! :D
my bestie Belle is going off tmr morning so i wish her a safe trip! ^^
hope she have fun in Taiwan!

a random thought to end this post: i want a rabbit :(

bye, cheers! ^^

end of november!

2011-11-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

today is the last day of November and its about an hour till the start of December so trying to rush this in an hour which i think is 101% possible haha. anyway went to cut my fringe into bangs cause i was bored (no, i did not cut my own fringe) no pictures cause so far i have no idea how to smile and look pretty with my bangs LOL so i shall leave the imagination to you! xD

tasted the new curry sauce and its SO SWEET *ughhh*

but i heard its a temporary substitute till the original one comes back. until now i still have no idea how they could run out of curry sauce, like, i mean, don't they have boxes of them?!? apparently my friend say its due to the floods so they couldn't bring any curry sauce over :O as you can tell i haven't been following the news closely cause im so busy T.T well busy with doing my holiday homework and catching up new episodes of my Korean (Flower Boy Ramyun Shop) and Taiwan (In Time With You) show! :D

went for steamboat dinner over at a friend's house on monday, can't say who cause the facilities in the house is meant to be kept a secret *shhhh* anyway while we were waiting for friend XX, B, M and I went to try out the pastry at this shop over at white sands. If i didn't remember wrongly its some cottage thingy, the shop style is a cottage feel and they have a few tables and chairs for you to enjoy your food fresh!(:

i tried a durian cake cause i was stuck between the different types of cheese cake :O the durian cake was really nice, very durian-ny haha! after eating we went off to NTUC to shop for food for our steamboat!!! :D we shopped for damn long and literally dump almost everything we want inside the trolley without even caring whether we could finish them or not. fastforward and we are enjoying a delicious meal!

we realise XX has ice that never melts! the ices have been in the cup for more than an hour and they haven't melted even though it was placed so close to the freaking hot steamboat O.O wonder ice!

anyway had a great catch up session with the girls, ok we didn't exactly catch up but it was nice to just hang around together after a long time. hope the next time we can have full strength! <3

woke early the next day to go to a children's home for Service Learning trip, had a great time with the kids there! though quite sad to leave cause it felt like they could only receive visits for strangers once in a while and i was starting to warm to them :(

off the sad side, i finally tried KFC's egg tarts and the verdict is: it taste and smell just like Garretts!

and finally, today was a really tiring day. had cca rehearsal early in the morning 9am -.- what a great thing to have on the first week of holiday =.= practiced all the way till 12-ish in our small, cramp, stuffy cca room before i rush to church fro christmas dance practice.

danced my feet out and they are aching terribly now! :( hopefully i can remember the dance steps :O rehearsal them in my dreams haha!

its 11:46pm and to end the post, another random durian dessert/snack i tried. this can be bought at Bedok Point! its durian strudel which taste really well also! the durain is just lip-smacking good xD

cheers! ^^ off to bed Zzz

last day

2011-11-25T22:20:00.001+08:00

today was the last day of school but still had to drag my lazy ass to school for a 1h GP lecture =.=
celebrated the end with a NE trip/first time almost full class outing to Sentosa!
wanted to bore u all with details only cause no pictures till my friends upload them so in brief: got wet, had fun, ate lots, tired max!

had a nice/full/shuang crab eating session yesterday! ate to my hearts content! first time eating non-chilli crab till so happy :D haha!

ok now off to find jobs online and hopefully i can find some :O not really desperate need of money, just feel happier spending my own earn money in Taiwan cause spending own money also = buying whatever I WANT n_n

cheers! ^^

one direction :D

2011-11-17T19:59:00.001+08:00

i am a fan of One Direction, a British boy-band not because they are cute and make me hyperventilate once in a while because i think they have really beautiful voices, especially when they sing Forever Young (:

and their new album is coming out soon but apparently all their songs leaked onto the internet and so I ~~HAVE~~ LISTENED TO ALL THEIR SONGS!! :D

these are the songs:
1. What Makes You Beautiful - fast this is a classic, nice catchy beat with lyrics every girl wants to hear

2. Gotta Be You - slow another classic, more romantic lyrics. more of a song for a guy who wants to chase a girl back

3. One Thing - fast if you sing this to a girl you like, she most probably say yes and fall deeply in love with you (HAHAHA) :D

4. More Than This - slow/techno a song telling a girl that he is better than the guy she is with and he can "love her more than this" and how much she affects him.

5. Up All Night - this sounds just like a Katy Perry song and coincidentally Katy Perry is mentioned in their lyrics! though some fans think this song has a hidden sexual meaning to it but i think "breaking tables" can literally mean breaking the tables and not ______

6. I Wish - mid girl is with another guy, jealous + heart broken. most probably left some words unsaid when they were together. tough luck.

7. Tell Me A Lie - fast the title explains everything

8. Taken - slow this is my favourite song in the album, not just cause the lyrics are heart-breaking but their voices really make me teary plus did i mention the lyrics are so sad T.T

9. I Want - fast sounded like Grenade/Love Song in the beginning. telling a girl to be not so materialistic and he want her to WANT him and not other things.

10. Everything About You - fast another self-explained song

11. Same Mistakes - mid sound like another song at the chorus :O

12. Save You Tonight - fast/techno another favourite (: "I can't be no superman, Before you I'll be super human" he is going to save her heart from the jerk who breaks it all the time

13. Stole My Heart - techno sounds like a mix between "Only Girl" and "Dynamite" :O

They wrote 3 songs on their own: More than This, Taken and Stole My Heart so not just talented in singing but in song writing *claps* haha and I know their songs will be on replay in my phone for the next few days. Luckily The Wanted didn't release their album at them same time or else 2 ears is not enough to hear all the songs i love!

btw, not to forget about my Wanted

their album Battleground is out already! loving the songs "Lightning", "Warzone" and "Invincible" along with the rest of their awesome songs before(:

Okay enough of fangirl-ing, i am not a crazy fan just someone who appreciates good music sang by singers who happen to be good-looking too :P

hope these songs keep you occupied! NOT responsible for addictions to the songs and bands

cheers everyone! ^^

Buffet Town :D

2011-11-15T20:18:00.001+08:00

i finally went for buffet when everyone else already ate like more than 3 buffets :O but its okay(:
stuffing my face with food at one go is not exactly what i desire haha :D

went to Buffet Town at Raffles City,

they only have one outlet and its really big, didn't take a picture of the whole interior but its like a food court just that everything is FREE FLOW~ n____n went with my classmates! suppose to be some PW group outing but one of my group member pang-seh us again T.T but who cares xP now indulge in the picture of all the food!

happiness to the max! LUFF SEAFOOD :D

the cakes are just so nice, the sweetness is just right(:

this is actually eaten by my guy classmate who has the sweetest tooth a guy his age can ever have. seriously, MARSHMALLOW??? xO

YAY!! :Dits a great place for buffet for its price.
we paid $29.20 each and ate from the start 1130am till the end 3pm(:now after having a FULL-filling day (haha corny), tmr is results day :( it would be really sad if i retain and i don't get to see and be with all these awesome friends anymore next year D: crossing my fingers and praying hard!P.S sorry for the weirdness in the position of everything :O cheers peeps! ^^

2011-11-11T20:09:00.001+08:00

HI! sorry for not blogging it seems like im very good at procrastinating these few days and putting off so many things! so here i shall do a long recollection of what happened last week! (: pictures only appear if i was out that day (common sense) if not it just meant i was rotting at home watching drama in front of the com the whole day, lazy me :O

0511 sat
got called out of the house to go IMM after rotting infront of the TV watching some movie with my siblings. went to visit my dad's office before we went IMM. His company sells frozen meat/seafood (:

looks totally different from his previous office that have those like "cubicle" things, this one is so "open" and not so private :O

acting boss in my dad's office room hahaha

my sis loves to make weird faces. and here is a picture of her happy with London Strawberry roll

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! haha though its like november already lol

bread vending machine!

though the DIASO here is extra big but we didn't go. FIRST TIME O.O

went to shop elsewhere(:

went to eat Taiwan food which is so not Taiwan at all :O

lazy to post all the pictures me and my sis took so here's 6 out of the many thousands haha

forgotten all their names already :O

sometimes you still miss the times when you can point to someone and say "eh so cute, i want leh" LOL

pretty wedding dress haha :D

0611 sun

rare sunday we go shop haha, usually family just go home sleep after lunch. Went to Parkway Parade for lunch. there is ALOT of clothes shops selling the lastest design and colours so its a really good shopping place for those who like to shop!(: and the Cotton On there sells quite a different style of clothes compared to all those in Tampines and Pasir Ris.

look at my sis's freaking skinny legs T.T

my mum's favourite ice cream shop, Scoopz. their ice cream wouldn't melt easily and they give quite big scoops so give a try next time you are at Parkway Parade! We always eat The Giant Five, only $6.90 for such ginormous scoops! :D

Cotton On! LOL we are both wearing the same top just in different colour and ways. My sis say i look like an ice cream O.O

i love hats haha!

0911 wed

my birthday! LOL as you grow older you find birthdays becoming more and more less special. It just becomes a normal day. went to meet Belle <3 to munch at Ikea before everyone else is free. we sat at every comfy sofa there is haha, wish we could bring them home! :D later we meet the rest of them to eat at Pizza Hut lol took like FOREVER to decide what to eat, like always! anyway had fun laughing and stalking good looking people :P

cheesy pizza advertisment!

went home and sat infront of the com drinking breezer lonely-ly before i went to sleep. O: life of a single is being friends with your computer, bed, sofa and a bottle of alcohol and number 1 best friend: THE FRIDGE.

1011 thurs

went to eat pepper lunch with Huizhen after OP practice, wondered around and then went home.

okay so here is my boring but still a little exciting life. anyway i finally concluded on my Project Work today! no more PW EVER!!!!!! results being released this wed :/ don't feel like talking about it :O

off to do something useless T.T

cheers! ^^

wasted thursday

2011-11-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

no school today :D "cooling-off" period for OP. dead tired of OP.
its like we go to school early in the morning everyday to talk and talk about the same thing over and over again. so obviously we would soon become disinterested in our own project O.O

just went to pop by an online shop selling polaroids. i constantly go over to drool over all these polaroids. you can check it out here if you are looking for polaroid stuff! :D

this is their banner in their blog.

they have sprees and the prices of the cameras changes almost every spree. now they are currently at their 8th spree!

and now they are introducing Lomo cameras.
these cameras have special effects and look really pretty!(:
a few pictures of the cameras they are selling.

^this is really cute!

sigh... if only i could own all the nice vintage looking cameras in the world!

bored out of my wits. but better than being in school.
wish i could go on a long trip and there IS this chance like from tmr all the way to next fri! if only i could be irresponsible and ditch all my "attachments" :( sigh...

now contemplating whether to go read dramas summary/read a book/watch drama/movies :O
so many choices! hate making a decision!!!
okay abrupt ending here.

cheers! ^^

unlucky monday

2011-10-31T17:11:00.001+08:00

monday blues or more exact project work blues :(
been tied down by project work these few days that i am not seeing any life in myself T.T

rains been making me sick on and off
project work has been using my brains too much
and currently addicted to the show "In Time With You" after finishing "Smiling Pasta"

nothing else to report in my life.
gawd i need something exciting and entertaining soon!
like a job? ok, not exactly since jobs are boring :O
but yea something to keep my boredom away!
and my pocket full :P
and stomach of course :D

cheers! ^^ off to read newspaper and download more awesome shows to keep my eyes busy and get scolded from my parents again =.=

I WANT TO DRINK DOUBLE MOCHA!

brisk brief

2011-10-25T19:29:00.001+08:00

here is a brisk brief of saturday, sunday, monday and today (: too busy these few days to blog everyday!

saturday
spent my morning in school doing up OP slides. i have never done ppt slides so painfully before D: every slide is agonizing and time consuming! i rather sit there and stuff bio into my head then go through that again! shadn't reveal too much of how my group has progress (shhhh...) a chocolate bar and honey drink kept my tummy full all the way till 2pm and my group members were all shocked cause they were hungrily buying cup noodles from the vending machine one after another haha. truthfully these few days my appetite seemed smaller :O can't be cause i am sick cause i don't think so but well maybe i ate something a few days ago that is still providing lots of energy for my body (lol though as a biology student i doubt that is possible)

left around 2pm for lunch with my family. last to arrive, first to leave. *tsktsk* me.
went to a Thai restaurant for lunch (YAY! :D Thai food is one of my favourites) but the BOO thing about this restaurant is that i only accepts cash -.- so me+dad+mum fork out all our cash and came up with $71 lol.

the restaurant name. it is located near Marymount mrt. didn't get a good look of the surroundings cause i was busying watching Cars on my laptop heehee :P

beef noodle, not bad but i prefer the one i ate in Vietnam. the soup was clearer and nicer unlike this one which was really salty :( salty food is bad uh! The meat was not bad though. But of course this wasn't the main point of coming to eat at a Thai restaurant so the next dish was green curry! :D

it doesn't look very green, i don't know why but haha anyway just imagined it green!! It was kinda sweet so it didn't really reach the shuang spicy level yet. my siblings that don't eat spicy, also find this nice so you can guess the spicy-ness level is like level 1 =.= so to compensate that little sadness of mine, up next was TOMYUM!!! :D

sorry i was busy enjoying the food that i forgotten to take a nice picture when it was all in the big serving bowl :P it was REALLY REALLY good. not the best but one of the best(:

had other dishes like chicken and rice, ate quite little cause we were trying to keep it below the $71 budget but in the end the bill total up till $35 only haha. it was quite a good meal, trying a new restaurant but they should really consider excepting card and not cash only.

after that, my dad was saying "go home!" but we were all protesting that coming out so far just to eat lunch is not fulfilling enough so we bug them to bring us shop around :D and we drove and drove and wound up at AMK Hub. there was seriously lots of things to shop there :O my eyes were almost dropping out from all the clothes+shoes+accessories+food i saw OoO now i know where my classmates buy nice school shoes from haha there is this shop call Top 20 that sells really nice shoes but the clothes are quite bad :/ for my age at least.
fastforward, we walked around stopping at almost all the shops or at least at their window display. i seriously think that that trip to H&M/central area ignited my parents "flame" to shop hahaha :D and that obviously is a good news to me since i get to tag along and buy the stuff i've been eyeing on :P

we shopped around before heading for dessert, which was YUMMY-LISIOUS xP

we went to My Dessert House at B1 or was it L1??

we ordered a strawberry drink, a durian+mango wrapped in cripsy waffle for and mango pomelo ice.

strawberry drink was really nice, it was like strawberry ice blended but with some strawberry bits or was it strawberry seed lol but overall the drink was not bad except it was a little too sweet.
and the cup is so cool(:

the durian+mango wrapped in cripsy waffle was really nice cause it was a combination of my 2 favourite fruit in hot cripsy waffle with ice cool vanilla ice cream on top(:

see the massive size of the vanilla ice cream below! :O

didn't really try the mango pomelo ice but it look really refreshing too!

so if you are looking for some place for nice dessert you can come to my dessert house at AMK Hub, and all 3 desserts added up to around $12 only! n____n

after shopping at Cotton On (bought 2 tops at $10 each cause they were on offer!!!!) we walked around and finally went home, tired (:

sunday
after an exciting saturday (or so at least in my family that is), sunday was just a quiet normal one and everyone went home to nap haha. family tradition. but yes its also in the family's tradition that i am the only that doesn't nap. my body will only willingly let me nap when i am sick :( so i don't take naps or sleep in school only at night in my bed :O poor me, can't experience the feeling everybody has when they nap T.T

anyway was in a stress-panic mood when i was getting the word document ready to print out our written report and group project proposal, so scared i screw the printing up =.= all the insanity project work brings to students.

a nice cupcake i had(: but it was really sweet :O

monday
had a nightmare. but can't really remember, don't want to anyway :(
wake up thinking that it was a weekend and no more school but sadly there is still 5 more weeks of school left T.T
i kept remembering i school starts at 9am but everybody said it started at 8am and 8am i was still at Tampines =.=

anyway on this day we are finally done with half of pw! all we need to do now is oral presentation(;

today:
woke up, and didn't feel like going to scold. almost made my siblings late :/ guilty.
today was take-back-all-your-papers-and-feel-the-punch-of-all-your-lousy-results-at-one-go day :(
don't even want to talk about it.
as usual, i wouldn't show my feelings to anyone, you can only guess it yourself and assume its how i feel. didn't dare feel to upset because it will just bring my other friends down too.
upset that my input ≠ output.
life sucks right now.

bye :|

FRIDAY :D

2011-10-21T21:11:00.001+08:00

finally done with my written report for project work today.
can totally feel a heavy burden put off.
i guess after now, there is nothing much to do except for Oral presentation which i don't know where i stand in this. no idea whether to feel happy that OP is finally here and face it like its nothing or be nervous about it.
others fell that cause i am an actress, i would not feel so nervous when doing presentations but in actual fact i do get nervous when i am doing presentations because acting and presenting are really two different things.
though for both you are standing before an audience but when i am acting i don't have to acknowledge the audience and i am "in my own world" but for a presentation you have to have eye contact and smile while presenting in a clear manner.
i usually get nervous and flustered (yes i do get nervous), but i guess if talking is what i am good at i have to overcome this fear and nervousness eventually so i guess i should side on the happy side of OP(:

today i shall just do a cover on some recent happening events.

Firstly, it is rumored that Nicole Scherzinger and Lewis Hamilton have split.

Rumour says its because of their busy schedules and that they have no chance to see each other face-to-face blah blah which is also what "caused" Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron to split.

they are seriously the cutest couple among all the celebrity couples I've seen. I've always thought that they would last forever and have kids but i guess it was too early for that and yea. :(

Both couples have been together for about 4years, 5years for VH+ZE, and when career starts getting in the way i guess even the longest couple can just split just like that.

Another celebrity split will be Westlife or in more exact terms, band split. The band who have been together for 14years split to go separate ways to explore life outside being a band. Though i am sad that they have split, cause their awesome songs have been there for me like Swear It Again, Queen Of my Hearts etc. and i would really miss them as a band T.T
Well, i guess in life even if you love doing something so much, sometimes you are just curious to see what else life have to offer you (:

And on the sad tone, the girl who was left to die by the roadside died at midnight (yesterday).
I really have nothing to say just that, i am shock that humans (or THEY) can reach such an inhumane level.

okay now my bro is bugging me to bring the computer to watch Cars 2 so yup, i shall end off just like that haha, without a conclusion, lol bad essay :P

okay, cheers! ^^

boring wet wednesday

2011-10-19T16:10:00.001+08:00

reach school at 722am today when assembly starts at 730.
no idea why our school make us come so early when assembly is jus taking the pledge and useless announcements -.- dead tired :/
a girl fainted during assembly on stage!
lol everybody was shock when it happened cause apparently no one saw her fall/collapse and my friend said she was lying so straight, totally didn't look like she fainted :O

went school just for a 1.5h of boring chemistry lecture.
sorta finished our group's written report after that but yea fingers crossed.

weird people on the mrt on our way to tampines today.
one lady kept staring at me and huizhen (more than 5 times =.=)
a big size malay guy beside us occupied 3seats (he was sleeping but knew when to wake up)
a woman who was pressing her phone screen so vigorously suspect she was playing cooking mama.
a girl seeing her phone laughing to herself,shd be watching drama haha (okay nothing really weird, see this all the time)
a guy sitting on the floor at the middle looking emo.
a lady beside me was talking to herself :O (okay sort of like reading something off her phone and the thing is she looked like a lawyer/office person.
what weird people.
train rides can be so interesting!

wanted to eat buffet with huizhen but they all start at around 2/3pm but we were hungry at 11+am already :(
why cant buffets start earlier!!!!
after we ate walked around trying to kill time before we go to TP to collect huizhen's racer :O
ended up at the library for less than 10mins cause the silence was suffocating us haha!
borrowed books like finally after a zillion years.
all thriller (: i like reading about thriller and mystery stuff but i fear watching shows about it cause the music and lighting and effects really make everything scarier.
have to go sch at 9am tmr T.T for pw :( siann

went to TP and it rained so heavily on the way D:
but saw handsomes guys there haha poor us, no handsome guys in our school :( okay maybe there is but i am always walking around without specs haha.
a teacher saw us and asked if we were from jurong sec-.-
walked around the school, touring huizhen like TP was my school like that lol.
showed her all the different schools and we just "wow" at everything we see.
haixx i could have really been in TP studying my vet or childhood psychology course instead of stuck in a JC so far away with ugly uniform :/

once again tried to install fruit ninja on my phone but it kept giving me the message
cant install on USB storage or SD card =.=
feel like killing my phone!!!
shall go install more nice stuff on my no-front-cam-and-sucky-resolution-back-cam-and-limited-internal-space-but-still-cant-transfer-to-SD-card phone just for the fun of it.
and maybe for once i wouldn't watch drama but finish my 4books that i borrowed.
i use to be able to finish 10 in day.
i would just sit there and not use the computer at all.
what a geek/nerd i was.
haha

cheers!^^

lazy me

2011-10-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

i am becoming more and more lazy to post cause:

1. i am very busy. yes trust me, post-promos does not mean i am free to have more exciting life. actually post-promo is more no life then promo period because of the sickening project work. seriously, why cant they scrape off this useless thing. we would be saving more electricity (judging that we will spend lesser time on the computer cause we wouldn't be researching and typing all that), save paper and ink (god knows why many poor trees were cut down to print our tens and thousands of written report, evaluation of material etc etc.), more stress-free teenagers. yes definitely the main point. i would rather they let us have like inter-house games or PE :O

2. as you can tell, since i am busy, i have no time to go out with friends and have a time of my life and in results i have no pictures to talk and caption about :| pathetic me.

3. i think i am back to becoming the person that has no emotions or what so ever that just leaves everything as it is.

so in conclusion, i think if you want something exciting to read about.....you have to wait AGES.

maybe after my project work is officially over and during days i don't have to go to school :O
and if there is still nothing happen till then, you can just wait till my holidays start which is like end November -.- gosh such a long time. and in the worst case scenario, till my trip to Taiwan happens which is in December =.= haha but i doubt i will really have such NO life at all. so yup in some sense it is byebye to all exciting and interesting things that will happen in this space. go find something more exciting to read haha.

cheers!^^

back to my boring project work -o- *yawns*

pics-talk! ;D

2011-10-17T11:31:00.001+08:00

sorry for the lack of posts and pictures for these few days, too busy watch dramas :P guilty me.
a few pictures from last week from thurs all the way to sat(:

thurs: run+AHS

fri,sat: stayover

THU

went for the 7.5km run.
totally died x.x
im not a sports person at all.

went back to AHS fro huizhen to change her cert.
walked around the school to take nice pictures haha.

nice light shining from the top! (:

FRI
went baking first

haha expired cake deco thingy.
belle was clearing all her baking stuff and was like "expired, expired, expired, eww, expired, eww....." hahaha ;D

yumyum brownies, though it doesn't look nice in the picture but its really fudgy and nice :D

nomnom rings that we bake, super fun doing this.
belle bought the baking plastic from diaso ($2) and she just drew the nomnoms and painted with acrylic and paintee haha(:
haven attach mine to the ring base yet so didn't take a picture.

overnight mahjong

this was really hilarious cause vivian forgotten how to play so we taught her again.
we told her she couldn't throw the bird one down so she assumed we meant the other one and threw down the rooster in her first move. HAHAHA xD

the following are morning photos haha taken when we woke up, the rest of them were hiding :O except liew who was still sleeping. lol.

i was stuck with a seriously BAD flu for 2days, result of sleeping without a blanket in the k-room.

belle tang hiding hahaha

vivian's cool snoopy shirt.
the sleeves were the snoppy's ears haha so cute n___n

then we went to mac for mac breakfast, missed the morning deal by 1.5hs. lazy us :/

at first we squeezed 5meals onto a small table cause no space but then end up we separate tables :(

haha so that's all about my post-promo trip #2! :D

doing project work now, so boring :O
MOE should seriously scrape this, our WRs will all ended up being burnt anyway *-#
:X

cheers!^^ hope you are having a better time then me D:

horrible flu :(

2011-10-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday had a sleepover, today having a bad flu and accidentally deleted all the photos we took yesterday =.= so there is no pictures about my stayover T.T so sorry!

anw we ordered pizza and ate chips while waiting for the pizza to come haha we are so lazy lah! we sat there watching tv while eating then we sang karaoke and played mahjong (nothing new) i k.o. at around 2~3am cause too tired -o- and ya apparently my friends are shock that i sleep in the soldier (or isit log) position haha they say i look like a mummy when i sleep (except not with the hands on my chest :O) lololol i have no idea what time did they played till but we went down to her room to sleep after they finish with the 4 feng. and we slept all the way till 9am in the morning :/ dead tired esp with the flu and we stone here and there and finally went to eat mac breakfast.

lol my post looks so boring now with no pictures and lousy paragraphing and sucky grammar :( cant help it, flu is making my head so pain T.T shall grab a panadol and sleep, if not tomorrow cant sing in the morning :/

byebye ^^

tired legs

2011-10-13T18:45:00.001+08:00

today our school had this event called Walk for Rice. for every 1km each of us walked NTUC will donate 1kg of rice to the needy. and guess what we all walked 7.5km EACH :O and i cant feel the bottom of my legs now =.= i have NEVER EVER walked so much before! x.x
but its for charity so im not gonna complain much.

anw short brief post today cause im feeling kinda sleepy and bad mood cause im wasting 4hs of my life on sth useless tmr so yeah :/ sucks big time.

today after we ended at Lower Pierce Reservoir, me and huizhen squeezed onto 169 with everybody else and took a long trip back to the east. we went to ahs to change her cert cause apparently they missed out 2results which we didnt realise at all but anyway the hill never felt so long before =;=

BUT

we got to eat prawn mee so yay! :D

and then i went home to bath and meet belle to watch Johnny English Reborn like finally. haha really very funny cant imagine Mr Bean acting any serious roles since he is already imprinted as "the retarded and damn funny guy" in my head (:

and then went home, after belle bought brownie mix to make brownies for tmr!! n____________n so happy! i'll be sure to take pictures for u all to ~~drool~~ see :P

okay off to stone somewhere, boo school tmr :(

cheers! ^^

post-promo fun #1 :D

2011-10-12T11:36:00.000+08:00

after praising photobucket the day before, it decided to go back to its old ways - being bitch and not letting me upload pictures =.= so there will only be a few pictures for the post today! :(

anw yesterday i ended my promos like finally and went out to meet my friends for dinner and some fun(:

lol huizhen doing belle's card last minute *tsktsk*

vivian also! but she improved, finally know how to buy a card for people hahahahaha xD

trying to smile like her but obviously failed =.=

lololol huizhen's hand. look like DNA haha!

vivian's drawing was shockingly so real. look just like belle! :O

haha belle using her hair to cover her pimple, while i have no idea what huizhen is doing.
after posing for this picture she said to belle "your hair really damn disgusting leh" LOL.

after eating we headed of to SAFRA@ tampines to play pool.
we were all quite tired except belle and vivian who had such good luck at playing yesterday :|
me and shay were like =.= siann.....
huizhen had good beginner's luck while belle seemed to have some hidden talent :O

anyway got tired of it. okay maybe just me, shay and huizhen but 3 against 2 so we headed down to minds cafe cause its ladies night!~ so we got free boardgaming n_n not that its really special but yea.
we all ordered dessert cause we were still hungry (we are ALWAYS hungry *tsk* bad influence to each other hahaha)

delicious hot brownie with icy cold ice cream ^^ yumyum

then we played Pictureka so loudly (ok maybe its just me but there's only one couple there that look like they were having an affair :O) all the way till closing time.

vivian always manage to spot the picture and she just go "there" and we will say its not counted cause she never shout PICTUREKA! so we would proceed to point at the picture she spot and shout PICTUREKA! so that we get a point lol.

after that we all headed home cause they have school tmr, while me, huizhen and vivian can slack at home YAY! :D

giant shelves of board games!

now im off to watch my dramas! so excited, been waiting for AGES :O

cheers! ^^

JUST ONE MORE DAY! :D

2011-10-10T21:26:00.001+08:00

its just one more day to go!(: and then im free for this year except PW. but happy anyway(:

and photobucket is finally working! :D

today is BELLE TANG's birthday, and being such a nice friend i spend last night making a card instead of studying chem (:P) but anyway its worth it friends > future hahaha lol no lah not future maybe academics, not so serious! n_n i have to say it was the best card i've ever done! lol practice makes perfect! and its the most artistic one with all the random shaped/sized paper stick to the original piece. glad she is gonna put this in her display cabinet xD

before

after(: enhanced details by just a zebra marker!

FINAL PRODUCT! :D

and today after chemistry paper, me and huizhen went to potong pasir for the first time (on our own) cause we were going to surprise belle at her school (awww so nice)
anyway when we reached the side gate the security guard made us walk ALL the way to the front gate which is like freaking far and we already walked quite a long distance from potong pasir mrt and ended at SASS/PS :O
and it was SOO freaking hot -.- and when we reached the guard house 2 J1 guys were trying to leave but failed LOL. had to surrender out ezlink card just to get in =.= its like a prison.

and then hong jun brought us into the canteen where belle is sitting totally unaware of us sneaking up on her xD

she was DAMN surprised and happy when she saw us.
LOL her face was like happiness x 1000000000000 ^~^
then we said our wishes and sat there plotting how to escape from her school haha but in the end hang around till 1pm then we left for NEX to eat.
at first we went to swensens but decided to walk out to eat pastamania instead, third time walking out of a restaurant xP

haha i have so much love to give away :P

i like how the theme in pastamania look so real, but it will be nicer with a REAL sky :O

LOL no idea what they doing

belle trying to sneak a peek at the card i made for her LOL

opps abit blur :/ but still nice(:

belle's sausage baked rice which ended up tasting so sour that we had to change it twice and she ended up eating dory baked rice. $9.60 for 3 plates of baked rice! but nice customer service pastamania have (:

huizhen's dory baked rice

my beef spaghetti (:

LOL belle's baked rice with a lot of cheese which made it look like some sort of dessert also

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BELLE! :D

haha tmr going out my girls to have a meal and just chill out at minds cafe cause its ladies night there!~ free boardgaming, if we ever going to play. but so what, at least i get to see them! n-n

off to finish belle's present, hope she like it :O

cheers!^^

blah blah blah

2011-10-09T19:15:00.001+08:00

sorry for not posting yesterday, forgotten what i was doing but maybe i was too busy but anyway, 3 more papers to go and i'll be done on tuesday.

YES!~ :D

anyway, studying quite hard for my chemistry though its the hardest to study for cause even if i put in 100% into it, only 0.00000000001% comes out :C and one week has passed and i dont get why schools cant put all exams in one week like yes you are giving us more time, but this "extra time" makes us lose the momentum to study anything :/ but i know this week is going to be BUSY n_n in a fun way! :D

and finally my life is gonna be awesome and fun! ^^ cant wait! xD

cheers to all! ^^

study date!

2011-10-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

last night tried spotting what will come out for chemistry paper 2 and ended up with 6topics! all quite easy topics somemore,so MAYBE,just maybe paper 2 would be easier!:D

went out studied with huizhen today.
we ended up eating and feeling sleepy after that -o- always happen when we go out to study. that's why we hardly go out study cause we will eat and talk and laugh.
went to the airport to study,at macs. had to hide at the back of mac near the door to the outside cos we weren't suppose to be studying inside and the hot air from the outside kept blowing in :/ so smelly -.-

interesting thing happened while we were there,there was a BIG quarrel in the toilet where 4girls were quarreling about project work or something :O tsk who would quarrel outside sia! so embarassing! the whole world would know what u are unhappy about :// weird.

anyway we had a very long food coma and like stone there for more then an hour not doing anything.
huizhen just slept cos she was having a bad tummy ach :(

ended up going back at about 4+ cause my sis was home alone :o

bus ride was horrible! some lady came to squeeze with me at the seat that could only fit one adult + one child and my legs were NUMB throughout the journey =.= and the worst thing was when I wanted to alight,she couldn't even get out of the seat. I then proceeded to move out so forcefully/awkwardly with my giant (heavy) file plus bag and stepped on a guy's feet and SPRAINED MY ANKLE -.-
so pissed thinking about her.

nvm i shall forgive but never forget! pictures! haha me and huizhen wouldnt go out without taking a single photo one lol! she made me stand in front of her so that her face would look smaller -.- LOL.

cant wait for promos to be over so that my life will be more exciting! already list out all the korean+taiwan shows to watch hahaha! and i am selling at a flea on 16oct so do come down and support if you are free! its at *scape! more details when its closer to that date!

4 more days to freedom!

cheers!^^

so close yet so far :(

2011-10-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

doned with my 6th paper, 3 more to go but i have to wait till the monday :/
and it suck big time -.-

already got my stuff planned out cause its more interesting then scanning thru all my boooring notes :O
out with my friends who ended ages agoooo and maybe stay over next week wheeee~ haha get to visit liew's amazing big house again! and MAHJONG!!!! :D :D :D

found a nice flea to sell my stuff so if i can just lug all my stuff to *scape and find a clothes rack in time i should be able to earn some ka-ching unless i don't spend more then i earn :X anybody got a clothes rack lying at home???

haha feeling bored on the internet all of a sudden, cause i cant watch any shows YET so like nothing much to do. caught up with everybody's lives so now its the stage where i gets really boring cause you are all on the same page.

off to stone and rot. can't shop online like all my friends cause i have no card T.T and my bank account is stuck to my mother's. so i cant get any money out =.=

sucks big time.

iPhone 4S

2011-10-05T16:35:00.004+08:00

well i guess its not iphone 5 that is out but iphone 4S
many people are really disappointed cause they really expected more out of Apple, but well i guess for a phone so good, that is almost perfect, its challenging to find new ways to improve it.
but anyway, here are the (brief) new features of iphone 4S if you are considering whether to buy it!(:

#1 A5 dual-core processor - the same chip that runs Apple's latest tablet, the iPad 2. This makes the iphone run twice as fast and supposedly makes graphics better and nicer.
#2 Better and improved camera - 8-megapixel compared to the 5mp in iphone 4. Sharper and better resolution. You can also shoot videos in 1080p high definition and there is video-stabilization so that your videos wouldnt be blurry! plus points for photo/video addicts!
#3 Voice control aka Siri - i am doubting the actual capabilities of this when i saw it on the video, cause its like those robot system in the movies that can do almost anything! Plan your schedules, read your messages, reply your messages, locate places, set reminders ALL USING JUST YOUR VOICE! (you need data connection to use this)
#4 Better battery performance - all iphone users will be so happy since iphone battery runs out so quickly all the time!
#5 Better call quality - the last time when iphone 4 came out, many were complaining about the signal and stuff but apparently now the phone system will know how to switch between the 2 phone antennae giving you better call quality and faster data speed. another major plus point!
#6 iOS5 - a new operating system with designed camera apps and a Newsstand for you to access to magazines and books!

well i guess that's all about it for the new iphone 4S! there is also a notification bar at the top similar to my samsung phone. But there is no surprise since Apple and Samsung are fighting over copyright issues all the time and my phone is almost on par with iphone. So after knowing the new features of the iPhone 4S, you can decide whether its as good as what you expected or lousier. But all in all, Apple products never cease to amaze us. It would be cool working in Apple where everyone just come up with random ideas to make life easier and the people there actual put all those ideas into work.

maybe one day when iphone allow me to customize my messaging skin and theme for my phone (without jail-breaking), then i would consider switching to iphone!(:

P.S. i am not advertising for Apple or what, just doing the above for fun and your knowledge! :D
P.P.S here is a cool video on iPhone 4S!

now its time for me to read my online newspaper and get back to study! bio tmr! :O

5 down, 4 to go! :D

cheers! ^^

picture post!(:

2011-10-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

thought i put on some pictures for you guys to enjoy since a picture speaks a thousand words!
but just abit of today, had my chemistry paper :/
no idea how to rate how well or badly i did but i should just pin my hope on maths and biology :O

PICTURES! :D

as you can see its almost all about clothes, rooms and some nice food and sceneries (:

this is taken from my tumblr(: you can go check it out for more pictures and quotes!
tumblr is a really addictive thing, once you start learning how to re-blog, you can never stop! :D
you just have to follow the right tumblrs with nice posts!
i want all the nice clothes i see on tumblr :(
no idea where they get it from T.T
all so pwetty ^^

and this is another picture from this website SHOPHOUSES:D

its pictures of nice interior shophouses and other info

if you read the newspaper today you would see it at the life! section (:

i like pretty stuff (who wouldnt)
haha sometimes being a girl is good.
you can appreciate nice, pretty things more freely :)

hope you enjoyed these pictures!

4 down, 5 to go!

cheers everyone! ^^

lazy to blog :(

2011-10-03T16:27:00.001+08:00

sometimes i feel so lazy to blog cause maybe there is nothing to say or cause tumblr is more interesting then blogger with all the nice pictures and quotes :O

well i guess now its cause im in the midst of exams so obviously nothing much is happening.
cant wait for exams to be over so i can have fun! :D

today was economics paper. i cant really judge how i feel about the paper but im definitely more confident about this paper compared to during mid-years cause i kinda studied really harder this time. while answering the essay question i started answering in the GP format till i realise this is a economics paper so i cancelled the whole thing and re-wrote! Thank God i only wrote 1 para or i am dead x.x

but i felt i could do better cause once again, time management is quite a problem though i followed my teacher advice (which was only for EMERGENCY purposes) and did part b of the essay when i have only 10mins left. hopefully i answered the questions accordingly and can pass! (:

3 down, 6 to go :(

tough life!

cheers though! ^^

House of Crab! :D

2011-10-02T14:58:00.003+08:00

i went to the house of crab last night for dinner and it was amazing apart from the fact that i got bitten by mosquitoes =.= the one i went to was near Changi prison and its sort of unreachable by foot cause it is at a deserted location plus there is no buses going there. so you can only go by car or by taxi.

the first thing that surprised me was the flea outside the place! (sorry for the lousy picture quality, forgot to bring my camera so ended up using my camera phone =.=)

cool vintage car we saw, apparently they only can be driven for 28days in a year i think.

lol apparently there were only 3 tables. one selling watches, one selling clothes plus accessories and the other i forgotten, toys i think :/ anw the rental is free and the boss is just letting them try out since there is hardly any crowd here because of its location plus airplanes fly pass frequently depending on the time like last night we were at least 4planes? and the sound was thundering cause the planes were landing soon so they were quite close to the ground already.

HOUSE OF CRAB :D

there was a pen of rabbits there! :D of course we were all so excited cause we used to have a rabbit but he died :( the bunnies were so cute but there was plenty of shit on the floor so ya, minding where i was stepping.

the other cool stuff was the swinging chairs and that giant chair-bed haha!

wished i had all of those in my home!

this was where we ate.
like a mini dinning area in the garden haha.

playground haha

my sister monkey-ing around.
hence the picture of her trying to imitate the monkey haha

the reason for the photo above is really funny.
story:
me and my sis was leaving the playground to go back for dinner and she said to use the pathway above cause it was easier to walk instead of walking though some plants and tent-age.
so while i was busying snapping a photo of the nice pathway she screamed and ran towards me saying

"AHHHH DONT WALK HERE! A FROG JUST JUMPED ON ME!!!"

and proceeded to run damn fast back.
hahahahaha apparently she intercepted the pathway of the frog who was trying to get from one side of the grass patch to the other so the frog just jumped onto her tummy, spring-ed onto her arm to the other side. HAHAHAHA xD i was laughing non-stop after she said that cause it sounded too comical to be real LOL.

i shall bore u all with nice but kinda boring lights haha

now for a break to view
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MY CHILLI CRAB!!!! :D

at first my dad only ordered butter crab cause of my bro =.= and apparently the waiter told him the crab would be rather big so he thought one was enough but after seeing how pathetic the butter crab was and my sulking face, he decided to order the chilli crab also! (;

btw the butter crab was really sucky, it was like they dip the whole crab in condensed milk not butter! ughh gross! sorry but im not a fan of milk cause im lactose intolerant so too much milk would make me puke. and the thing is even my sister and mother said there was too much milk in the sauce. pft they still called it their "best-selling dish" *rolls eyes*

the chilli crab was awesome and i sat there and ate to my hearts content! a must try for chilli crab lovers! :D

sorry there isnt photo of the other dishes i ate because my phone camera is really lousy so the pictures turned out well, not so appealing. i had fish moh (shark fin looking soup, i stopped eating shark fin after seeing how cruel they are to the sharks. they just cut of the fins and leave them to die at the bottom of the sea bed. EVIL.), spicy fish, fried you tiao with sotong inside and tou fu(:

and back to the boring lights

so that was my amazing dinner last night! had fun and was really full :P you should go grab a bite when you crave for seafood! :D they have 2 other outlets at yio chu kang for those at the other side of spore!

ANW
didnt do much today.
except laugh like mad for more than 5mins about shiyuan trying to get abs hahaha and eating food with ridiculous names that i cant remember!
weather today was so nice for sleeping Zzzz -o-
studied with my friend for awhile in church and ended up analyzing her literature book for her and totally lose my interest in econs :X really regretted taking science! i should have taken arts like maybe maths, bio, literature/geography, economics instead of maths, bio, chem =.= , economics.

too late to regret unless i retain which i dont want to :/ suck. hai of to study my chemistry now, though its not the paper im taking tomorrow but tuesday. doubt anything would get into my head!

bye for now! ^^

exam blues :(

2011-10-01T18:18:00.001+08:00

cramps is eating me up :(

feeling rather terrible now :O but i shadnt bore u all with how terrible i feel!

today studied econs but nothing is going into my head like i am writing notes but still its all just words and no meaning and understanding for me :/ so starting to panic about my econs cause i HAVE to pass it if not i wouldn't be able to promote :'( and the thing about my writing skills and brain is that it is not consistent, on some days i can have amazing and fluent essays, on other days my essays are like crap =.= so i have no idea how it would be like on exam day! worried! :/

chem is another issue :O

its like DEAD =.=

hai :X

today my mum said i don't seem to be working hard this year and i told her i took 3years just to get that drive for o levels so its obvious i am not working hard now.

off the topics of studies! Samsung Galaxy S II now comes in WHITE! :D

so pretty! :D
but i would have to wait till next year to get it =.=
sucks big time.

off to dinner now! think we are eating seafood ^^ love seafood hahaha xD
my nice delicious spicy chilli crab and man tou dipped in the sauce *drools*

haha shall leave u all feeling hungry! :P

cheers! ^^

quick post!

2011-09-30T17:39:00.001+08:00

THIS I HAVE TO BLOG.

i was looking for an ideal phone that has an andriod system and more than 4GB internal phone memory cause seriously mine is pathetic =.= and most importantly A FRONT CAMERA. i didn't want to go for an iphone cause seriously, it doesn't have the customization options like the andriod system unless you jailbreak it which is dangerous and risky so i was just browsing through the phones on singtel's online shop and i found......

SAMSUNG GALAXY S II

though i knew of its existence but i didnt know of its front facing camera cause i assumed (therefore do not assume things till you verified it!) it was just like the other samsung phones which only have one lousy camera that doesn't even have a small mirror below it -.- and lo and behold it has a front camera~~~~~ heehee :D im gonna bug my dad to get me this and i'll just be a contented girl with her non-iphone phone! xD

P.S my phone is not really THAT bad actually, its just that the small 4GB internal memory space is getting on my nerves all the time and many downloaded items cant be transferred to my SD card so im stuck with deleting apps like FB. and sometimes for no reason they tell me they can't install apps essential to my life like fruit ninja and wordpress *cries out in agony* so yup but overall its quite a good phone that often get mistaken for an iphone cause of its white back casing!

P.P.S my phone is SAMSUNG GALAXY ACE. here is a nice picture of it!

11days left to freedom! cotton on shopping + big meal

2011-09-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

today was the start of my promos! whee~ cant wait for it to end! :D i can finally count down to the end of promos without feeling guilty (not like i was really guilty anyway haha!)

today was General Paper and i really tried my best to do well but like always i tend to panic during stress conditions and have major writers block :/ so hopefully a miracle happens and i can pass my GP!! 2papers down, 7 more to go :'(

went to cotton on after exam haha lol shopping before it even ends! but that was cause 50% sales was on! bought a peach coloured toga :D instead of the nice green one i've always wanted cause the toga version just looked so much better :O BUT clothes tend to look awful once you buy it home :( bought 5 charity bracelets at a buck each! a steal! (; its for charity anyway :D

PICTURES! taken with the app WeCam on iphone!

us as an advert! no idea why huizhen look so sad haha!

this was really cool there is like 21 (same) pictures of us!

it would have been cooler if the small pictures could be different ones!

so many of us again muahahahhaa!

LOVE THIS ONE! :D

this is how we look like from different angles lol ok actually is the same just that our faces are fat :/

i like this one too! ^^

sister just came home to tell me that there is no black uniball refill till 2months later!!! :O how can popular do this! tsk, going off to bath and prepare my tummy for the big meal lol. doubt we will eat anything special in the end. maybe will grab a cup of frolick later! cravings :X

cheers! ^^

let go or not?

2011-09-29T09:40:00.001+08:00

everyday when i wake up,I feel different feelings towards the same issue. like today i can be happy or sad or angry or frustrated or depress about the issue. it changes all the time. and I just don't know which one is my real feelings.

ytd I had this dream,it was soo good that I wud love for it to happen. though there was a tinge of sadness in it but the dream was somewhat happy.

BUT it was so unrealistic in the real world bcos I just know it wouldn't happen. never.

so yet again I woke up feeling sad abt the issue tied to this dream and so that means I most prob be feeling depressed the whole day and too sad and distracted to study.
idk whether I shd let go of this dream,like is it even worth remembering since I wud nv happen? idk,I really dk.

:X

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wasted? :/

2011-09-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 9am feeling damn horrible but expected O.O
anw its 2 more days to my exam starts and hopefully everything finishes in a breeze so that i can be in post-promo mood w/o feeling guilty :O

today studied abit of chem and math.
but i dont feel enlighten or wtv :* just feels the same.
keep having this scene in my mind that when i go in for chem paper i wouldnt know any single question and like be blank there and write nothing on my paper =.=
though its quite obvious that is possible judging on how little understanding and knowledge of chem i have.

i should have taken geography instead of chemistry.
at least geog is arts and arts = essay = countless crapping = pass
and since my so good at crapping i most prob do fairly well.
unlike chem where there is like analyse of question and thinking and calculating in every single question like =.=

gawd :X not like im complaining but its the truth anyways.
just gotta put my bet on bio and math AND econs AND gp.
hope my lousy,sucky compre skills dont pull me down.
i DO NOT want to fail GP. FAIL=NO PROMOTION

I WANT TO PROMOTE!!

daddy is bringing us to eat nice dinner on fri :D cant wait!!~~ hopefully i feel better by then :O

cheers! ^^

3 days to promos :/

2011-09-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

and so my study leave starts tmr and is like 2 days only =.=
anw 3 more days to promos :// 14days to END of promos.

I CANT WAIT.

exams and holidays are taking forever to come but it holidays always end so fast =.= like you haven done much then it ends :O

had consultation this morning and reached school at 7.18AM wth. and then 1.5h of GP was cancelled so if i didnt have consultation+knew about GP earlier, i could have came to school at 10.30 :*

feeling horribly tired and non-motivated to study. what's new.

after dinner shall revise the practice papers i did for maths and review all the revision maths test plus do up my bio according to the secret formula paper heehee :D

hope i can do well for GP this friday! ^^

looking forward to 11oct when everything ends + finally get to chill out!!!!~~~~

long and boring day :/

2011-09-26T14:17:00.000+08:00

its 4 more days to PROMOS and 15 more days to holiday :O
i cant wait to get everything over and done with :#

gotta start studyign for the subjects that i want to do really well like bio, gp, econs and maths. i think i should just rid of chem. its just not in my blood to understand chem at all =.=

gotta stop being distracted and study! :D

quick post! :D

2011-09-25T12:42:00.004+08:00

im going to off to pizza hut soon so i shall just bored u all with pictures :P

0106

random ice cream date with germaine at ice cream gallery :D

0406

visit to my dad's ex companies hotel for lunch

i love frolick! :D

2309

escaped from school after tap in for mac breakfast cause we didnt have PE :P

bored during a maths test that they didnt even collect to mark O.O

we just did it for 40mins and went thru the questions after that :/

and on that night we went to eat pastamania~~

2409

studied with belle ytd at simei. actually we met and drool over cute fluffy animals, then went shopping at diaso and then went to eat subway after that then we studied at bk :O but i went for retail therapy halfway cause i was dying T.T spent $9 on arts stuff =.= studying is expensive tsk!

ok bye off to pizza hut! :D

RANT

2011-09-23T21:08:00.001+08:00

CAUTION: THIS IS A RANT POST A STUDIES, IF U ARE A MUGGER OR SOMEONE WHO LOVES STUDYING THEN DONT READ AND SCOLD ME IN UR HEAD FOR COMPLAINING.

as you know, i am currently studying in JC yr 1 and though my school is nice and starts late plus have some nice teachers and a nice principal BUT no matter how good everything may be, my studies wouldnt get any better.

to begin with, i am NOT a JC kind of person. i have NO discipline to sit there for hours to complete thousands of practices though some may argue u need discipline for poly also but u get my point here. i like to play, i love fashion and anything fun and exciting. i love excitement. i despise boring, mundane things(-> studies) i was actually posted to my dream course in poly "veterinary" which is a new course in spore and tp only takes in 50 students and i was lucky to get in BUT bcos of my parents dream for me to enter JC they were damn disturb by me in poly or NOT in JC. but i was happy that i got my dream course and is in poly. then just when they thought hope is lost, they told me if i want to stay in poly i must change to a "respectable/secure" job :@ and so, i went to give up my vet course and applied for childhood psychology.
i got in.

however, they didnt want to give up and keep finding out how to appeal to JCs for me =.= and to cut the story short, a unhappy me passed the appeal and got into a JC. you should have seen that joy on their face and that sadness on mine. its like as if they were the ones that got it lah.

fastforward now, i am suffering in JC.

i despise how i have to constantly try to finish up all my work. it is so much tougher than trying to finish up 8subjects workload lah. and i use the same amt of effort to study for my exams like how i studied for my o levels and i get no where. just only at the bottom of the class. ya. like nothing special. im just a lousy student that stand no where among all those hardworking smart ass.

another negative point is that i take about 40mins to travel back home. which eats into ALOT of my time. esp when i end at 430/5 to me even 230/330 seems late. its like more than half the day is gone and by the time im home the earliest is like going 4pm? by the time i bath and settle down its like 5pm, and soon its time for dinner. and i cant sleep late cause my body clock is accustomed to sleeping before 10/11pm. so how am suppose to get everything done plus study by 11pm in that 4hs?? and its not like i dont want to get it done, the questions are so tough i take a zillion years to solve it :/

so in conclusion, i doubt i would even promote =.= its like no matter how hard i try i would get no where. and nobody is there for me to rely on and count on. its like there is no positive role model for me to follow. all i see is negative, negative, negative, negative, negative, negative.........................................................and NEGATIVE.

*LIFE.

the day spore was 23oC!

2011-09-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

today i woke up and it was raining! i didnt want to wake up cause it was damn nice to sleep :/ plus today, it was a really slack day with 2 lessons only.

but anw i just dragged myself out of the house and freeze at school with the wind blowing me =.= so after the bell rang i rushed to the canteen to eat......

TOM YAM MEE SUA! :D

totally warmed my tummy up immediately ^^

during the second break:

my 2 friends studying chem while i stone there lol.

after school i went to white sands with hz and kc and ate prawn ccf! :D hz kept laughing at me aft i told her abt "mango ccf". in the back of my head i keep having this memory that i ate it before but its not really distinct so idk whether i dreamt it up or not anw to her it was a really funny joke that i would even come up with the combination -.-

and while we were ~~slacking~~ studying i accidentally got poke by the pencil lead which was like abt 0.03cm long and i just sat there pushing the lead out with the blood over flowing haha. some may think its disgusting but i am a bio student so i find this kind of things fascinating so yup :P

this was when the lead was still stuck inside

this is after the lead was taken out, still have some bit of the lead stain which i cant wash away :/

in the end i pushed it out while hz pull it out for me lol she was damn scared she was pulling my skin but i just told her to pull harder cos it was coming out anw, it was just pain that little bit and i could just feel the lead coming out of my skin. this sounds gory but still i think its just some cool thing that happens once in a blue/purple/green moon so i was damn fascinated by it!

at first i decided to go up to the clinic at white sands to just get the doctor to help me pull it out or some nurse. we went in and this is what happened:

me: uhm, can you help me pull this lead out?

nurse: can u come back at 6pm?

me: ???

nurse: cause we close at 5pm?

me asking my friend: what time isit?

hz: 5.15pm

hz to the nurse: cant u just take something to pull it out

nurse: um u have to come back later cause we are closed now, or u can go to the clinic downstairs

us: =.=

seriously?!? couldnt they just entertain such a small thing? i mean like if i was dying u are gonna tell me to come back at 6pm just cause you are closed?! what kind of clinic is this lah! anw the name of the clinic is "Dayspring Medical Clinic" being a person whose job is suppose to help people in times of need u actually choose not to entertain JUST CAUSE YOU WERE CLOSED =.=

after that we went to unity to get antiseptic cream and found this instead. it is a antiseptic plaster!(: which cost $0.65 only! quite a surprising cheap price for a plaster that included antiseptic in it!

so all in all this is how i spent my thursday! tmr is the last day of the week and i am sort of like finally going for consultation for chem cause according to my classmates it was useful!(:

maybe going for macs breakfast tmr cause lessons start at 1030am! and end @ 230pm so i am like spending only 4hs in school :O and i only have maths and chem tmr ^^ so i hopefully it is a fruitful day/consultation and i can see some light in my chemistry! :D

cheers! <3

loosing precious time D:

2011-09-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

though the blog title suggests i am sad but i am quite happy today! :D

anw i just downloaded a cool app form the andriod market last night called "Go Sms Pro".
it is a really good app for messaging.
you may wonder why i needed it since there is already a pre-existing messaging app for me but the plus points of it is that:

1 you can change the themes for ur sms like a messaging skin [sorry there isnt pictures! will upload soon(: ]
2 you can customise the colours, font for ur messages
3 there is EMOJI!!! just like the one in iphone! :P
4 messages will just pop up in the main menu and i can just reply instantly, which is really useful cause i don need to pull down the notification screen and press to read+reply. though that it is not very hard work BUT STILL, if there is an easier way out, obviously i would choose the easy one xD

so all in all i would give it a 4.5/5 stars, why not 5 stars cause there are still rooms for improvements! ^^

the second happy thing is that my EoM is almost done!!! i just have to brush up my phrasing and crack abit of my brains for some ideas and im ready for submission~~ XD

the sad thing is that i feel that i am loosing precious timing like, my friends have been studying till late at night these few day but i am like sleeping at 10,11pm. cause truthfully, i am NOT a night person. i cant study till late at nights cause i'll be really stressed up and my brain would start feeling like its constricting and contracting :/ which is a horribly feeling :S so in the day time to afternoon i am so restless/at school so there isnt much time to study :( but then i always have this feeling like i am very confident for my exams already but in the end my results are like shit =.= its like i know the concepts but when the questions come out, i am like O.O *mind blank* and -> bad results D:

SOoooooo i really, really dont know what to do!!!
arghh but i guess i will make use of breaks and free periods to catch up and revise to make up my precious time lost :O
hopefully i can get good grades!
and promote! (:

g'nights! <3

iphone or no iphone?

2011-09-20T17:49:00.002+08:00

nowadays everywhere you look, you will see someone holding on to an iphone.
and my mum is going to change into a new one soon and plus my sis wants one also.
not that i am not into a crazy iphone craze too but just that its too common and i think andriod is better in some ways compared to iphone.
its just that iphone has a front camera and its system is not as lag as my samsung galaxy ace.
which is horribly lag. but except for this "weakness" of it, i think overall its quite a good phone.
it can perform almost the same functions as iphone and it even LOOKS like iphone 3.
so im just not sure whether i should change my phone to an iphone when the time comes cause like i will just be like everyone else which is so not unique. no offence to the iphone people! ^^

me, myself and I

2011-09-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

sometimes, being by yourself is good.
cause you wouldnt get hurt by others, only yourself.

i wouldnt regret or cry cause i know what makes me tired and depressed and all i want is to be happy and not sad.

2011-09-18T21:25:00.001+08:00

so yup going taiwan in mid december (:
but going with tour group so that totally minus 70m out of the 100m :/

anw now im totally busy watching my wanted on youtube heehee

I SAW THEM AT BUGIS!!! :D

now i totally know how all my friends that are chasing stars feel!! haha its like when u see them then ur heart beat and ur fingers press the "shoot" button damn fast hahahaha

The Wanted ♥

cute max! ^^

achievement unlock: finish my princess! :D

2011-09-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

just finished watching my princess the korean drama and its like 11.56am and which belle would say "eh isnt it 3hrs pass ur bedtime already?" hahaha lol that's why im going to keep this short and sweet >< i would have blogged some long thing about my feelings after watching this show but ive learned a few things from watching all these drama

1 they are just SHOWS, no way it will happen in reality. so i shall just scrap the reality that one day a handsome/hot guy one come and sweep me off my feet and say some mushy stuff like "why must you be the princess..why cant you be my woman" Aish! this is going to give me chills all week!

2 i think i forgotten :/ but it should be something about how all dramas are addictive :O hmm..

3 i could have invested all the time i spend on drama on studies but the day i do this is the day the sun rise from the west/north/south

and usually people are mugging hard till so late at night but i am crying/laughing to myself or technically my handphone

okay just remembered what i wanted to say

4 dramas shouldnt be watched on your way home on the bus/in the public because you have to suck back all ur tears when it gets sad and end up with a block nose =.= and u have to bit ur fingers from all those laughter and end up looking like an idiot =.= but still, who ask my bus trips to be so looooooong and booooooring ://

anw tmr need to out to watch another chinese drama at iluma, which the newspaper wrote abt how sucky it was O.O and we still have to stay back for that 30mins reflection/review with the cast/directors or wtv @_* guess im going to be complaining from 2pm onwards tmr hmph pity my twitter :O

g'nights (:

p.s i meant good morning ^^

so many things, so little time

2011-09-15T19:23:00.003+08:00

after this korean drama, im going to STOP until promos plus pw is over! ughh at times like this i wish directors would produce some lousy film that make me so disgusted to watch :/

15days left to promos D:

71days to the start of holiday D':

somehow it seems all so easy. i just have to be a good discipline student and study with whatever time i have left and everything will be all right. blah but like that would ever happen to me. GAWD :X but my future depends on this and korean drama/sleep/phone/laptop are such ~~better~~ distractions :O

pfftt wish i was a mugger, just for this period or a nerd. O-O

things left to do:

-I&R

-maths differentiation

-chemistry electrochem

-study bio for mcq tmr

-complete inflation case study

AHHHH SO MANY THINGS TO DO T.T why are easy things to hard to achieve!!!!

2011-09-13T19:32:00.002+08:00

i know i should be studying but totally dont feel like doing so :/ feel like just failing though i keep having this feeling i wouldnt fail but blah i have that feeling all the time and i still fail right =.=

anw, i have FINALLY decided to get the normal polaroid and just get a close/mirror lens cause the most impt thing is: i want to have a polaroid. so yup :O i shadnt ask for more! and i shall go study now T.T hope i dont have a migraine tonight again @-@

new phone? new plan?

2011-09-12T21:52:00.003+08:00

^this means by this year nov 25 i can have a new phone woohoo~~ unless my dad decides to use my plan to get a new phone for my sis which is HIGHLY likely =.= pfftt and i just checked, my phone can be traded-in for $150 :O and i like got the phone for $98 only?? :D hahaha maybe trade in to samsung galaxy II since this phone now is like SO lag -.- idk, walk one step, see one step haha learn direct translation from my friend hahahahha! off to sleep now!~

H&M :D

2011-09-10T16:11:00.018+08:00

finally manage to blog cause sis finally came back with the camera! :O and photobucket was being a bitch only letting me upload like 11 max photos at one go w/o hanging on me =.= seriously, they should like upgrade their system or sth anw i shadnt rant and just talk about how i finally managed to get out of the house to shop this holiday. yes! :D at first i thought we werent going to go cause sth happened but then at 5+ we finally got out of the house!!!! ~~~

my outfit for the day: pink top, flowery skirt-pants, grey sandals

we had chendol before going to shop haha

my sis said my hair look really long from this picture so she tried to take one like that and it turned out like that:

haha phail.

the chendol turned out smaller than the ones at T1 so we were pretty much disappointed. tsk orchard prices > quantity

bro was hungry so he bought dimsum and of course we got to eat also hahaha :D

there were all these old stuff placed in boxes and hanging by the window and it looked really nice so maybe i will make something like this for my room next time haha like a box of

friendship/relationship or the things i like when i was a baby haha

yes we looked like retardes doing that but it was for fun :/ blah. anw photobucket is really being mean so sorry for small and big photos :(

these were nice vintage looking stuff we saw, really like the bird cage thing like how i can let my hamster play in it or hang my accessories :O
we walked out of orchard after awhile of window shopping and finally we reached

YES H&M! :D wah and we still had to queue -.- so i was there standing in the queue with

my sis

and my mum

and my dad

and my bro

camwhoring in the queue cause nothing much to do but we got in there quite quick like we were the second batch to go in cause i think they let in like 50ppl at each time or isit 100? idk. we just didnt wait really long so that's a good thing

my dad was saying how they all look like they dont fit in the queue cause its full of girls and over-dressed ppl #-* LOL anw its nice of them to come H&M with me cause i kepy complaining abt how i want to go to H&M BADLY. i have such nice family ^^

out of the 5 things we bought 3 were accessories haha yes we only bought 5 items cause 1. the colours were ridiculous 2. nice style, ugly colour :/ 3. mum rejected like 99% of the things i want :O but she allowed me to buy this charm bracelet that was found in the kids section! haha but seriously it wasnt much kiddy, its like some shopaholic bracelet :D and its gold! (:

sunglasses we saw, cotton on has more variety so we only found like 3 nice ones. ignore weird face. cause that is like the face everyone makes when they are posing while wearing sunglasess *no idea why
saw many boots but decided that going to HK to buy is way cheaper than here

^this one would be for your kid and ^this one for you lol so young got things from H&M already tsk kids nowadays :O

these were a few of the hello kitty things there. picture taken meant for mandy neo sj to see haha if she even read my blog! was going to buy the red hello kitty shirt for her but another time since my mum was there and i doubt she will leme place it in the shopping bag! D:

found cute kitty hairband! lol.

my loot of the day! we didnt get the big paper bag that says "orchard building blahblah" i think cause you have to buy a min of maybe 10pcs? before they give you that bag so tough luck :C

me trying to look very hippish haha

i tried pepper lunch for the first time (according to my memory) but my mum insist i ate it before so anw i put the tray down and started messaging and my sis and mum was telling

"EH STIR THE THING!! YOU HAVE TO COOK IT!"

and i was like blur cause idk why i have to do that. turns out u need to cook your pepper lunch (the irony since it was dinner time ok maybe 9+ already) turns out quite nice except its too peppery. yes i know the name spells it out but i dont really like pepper it tastes weird O.o i eat spicy stuff but pepper is not something i really like so yup.

anw on our way back we stopped at cotton on to check some stuff and F21.
apparently my mum was very enthu abt going into any shop since she hardly goes to orchard. so yup me and my sis spent like 1/2h in F21 since my mum went in for awhile then went to the toilet. we lingered around the accessory area since F21 is full of accessories

a gladiator looking bangle we found
my sis kept freaking out everytime i put on a bangle cause she scare i cant take it out hahaha!

(TOP L-R: red soft leather bag mum bought; my kiddy charm bracelet! :D
BOTTOM L-R: 3in1 bracelet; 10rings)

sadly the rings were size M/L and obviously my small/thin fingers couldnt accommodate them T.T i can only fit 2on my thumb :( there were plenty X/XS but there were sliver and sliver is 1 not as nice as gold 2 im allergic to sliver :(
so i guess maybe i would give these away to some friends T.T i shall go H&M to buy rings my size one day! lol going all the way to orchard to buy rings lol joke xD

lastly something random:

ANGRY BIRDS! haha my sis went to a carnival this morning and she played some interesting games like this:

lol there was paper toss to so ya it looked quite fun. i didnt go cause u have to be there at 930am and no way im gonna give up my sleep so yup, im pretty much stuck with the pictures only!

ok its 5:32 and ive been on the com since i woke up which is like idk 11? lol 6hrs on the com! i need to start studying now, after i bath so ciao!

2011-09-08T16:30:00.001+08:00

new template and font (: like it ^^
but couldnt find a perfect picture to fit at my header so i shall just leave it blank for the moment.
wanted to go for simple white,black, grey concept but then thought it was too dull so i added a little pink, blue, green, purple to make it more colourful haha! :D yup so here it is, maybe will edited on other days when i get tired of it

no shopping today! D:

2011-09-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

hmph number 1 thing to complain is about how i didnt get a chance to go down to Raffles area to shop cause sis is sick D': though yes i know i can still do it tmr BUT i already prepared myself for a shopping and big meal treat and then now is like no mood already -__-

haiis anw, tmr is daddy's second interview so hopefully there will be no one better than him!

:/ if i spent all my time on the internet on studying i would have studied 3hours already! :O but no i havent studied for one single minute so im very much guilty :C shall complete my bio revision package today!!! and IF possible, i will do some math/econs :O need to make for if tmr i go out to shop! (;

new face

2011-09-06T16:02:00.002+08:00

blogger has a new dashboard face and its looking very elegant and chic! (:
and ya once again im tumblring, blogging, reading other peeps' blogs and not studying hehe :P
but yes, i'll work hard when im doned like maybe 5+ hahaha! im left wif 24 more days to promos D':

AAAAHHHHHH NERVOUS!SCARE! BUT STILL BLOGGING TSK.

i must STOP procrastinating!!

dad just saw something on omy that is damn ridiculous and funny.
a study done by a few ppl that can predict by ur child's birth month, what occupation they will have and mine is: serial killer, bi-polar disorder LOL! how is being a serial killer a job????
lol damn ridiculous can!

2011-09-03T11:26:00.004+08:00

i found a good blog that sells polaroid at damn cheap prices that make me go O 0 O
plus they have packages so its like good bargain for me heehee :P
anw i was analyzing all their packages trying to find out which one is the most worth it one but then its like so irritating that i dont have a card then i cant transfer money :/// Zzzz so i think i'll just ask my parents to help me lo, which means i have to rehearse many scripts on how to convince them since my convincing skills like abit lousy nowadays :O

all packages come with free postage! (:

yes it makes me happy to see that word but who wouldnt xP

after much consideration hearing how mini 25 is smaller than mini 7s (white/choco) its like might as well i get mini 25 but then the price diff is like $45?
apparently its just that mini 25 can camwhore :D and its lighter plus skinner! :O
and though mini 50s is wide film which i like/want but then cant fit in wallet plus its quite ex :|
and mini 7s (blue/pink) is too common

i wait so long for to buy of course must buy more special one lah!
but then wondering if they have mini 25 in choco colour :/ i think choco colour nicer leh, hmm dk but i happy with white also lah :D plus mini 25 package got the chio leather casing! (:
so i guess FINAL CONCLUSION......

i'll get P04 S$205

# instax mini 25 white
#2 plain films (how they going gime 2 only??)
#1 mickey/disney princess/winnie/stitch(:
#1 transparent cover
#1 instax leather case (beige/pink/brown) but theres one that is lighter than the dark brown one which idk whether is that beige or not??? but anw its out of stock so of course brown lo!

yay shall drop hints everywhere for "subsides" from parents or some nice people to buy for me wahahahahaha >< fine with buying it on my own also lah so yea (:
happy much! :D

2011-09-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

i hope daddy gets it!(:

2011-09-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

new interview. happiness(:

2011-08-31T19:16:00.002+08:00

"sometimes, i dont tell you what's happening in my life cause thats my way of protecting you as a friend from all my tears and trouble"

many times my friends ask me, what's wrong? tell me what's happening and many times during those moments i really feel like telling them everything and just cry my soul out. but then something inside of me stop me from saying anything and i just smile and say "nothing"(: cause i dont want them to feel sad for me or what. and sometimes even though i feel like telling them, i just dont know where to start and dont know how to express how i feel, cause im so used to shutting everything out everything, everybody, from my problems so i dont know how to tell others how i feel.

and sometimes, just sometimes, i just feel nobody cares..

2011-08-30T12:06:00.003+08:00

once again, i was suppose to do work but end up blogging again :/ cause sometimes, i really need to put down my thoughts and feelings into words for me to feel alright again.

my studies are really lagging again. i keep feeling like i cant confirm that i know a topic really well like the back of my hand. its like i only know bits and pieces of things here and there. and when i go into the exam hall, they are going to test the other bits and pieces that i dont know. andt then im gonna fail again and not promote and there goes the stupid sinking feeling od worthless-ness and depression. its a viscous cycle of useless-ness D:

2011-08-26T22:04:00.005+08:00

since huizhen was taking SOOOOOOOO long to mail me our unglam photos and i had ran out of things to do, so i decided to go explore a sorta new+old editing app i downloaded from the google app store on my com and found new things from it!(: esp the borders part! anw i decided to expirement many diff features using the same photo so there is like 18 of the same photos here hahaha! overdose of ME!! xD btw the app is called BeFunky.

first i played with the effects:

(From top left:

#1 vintage: it looks like polariod!:D

#2 pinhole: MY FAVOURITE! (: cause i look skinnier plus my eyes is nice ^^

#3 orton stlye: another favourite cause its smooth!

#4 old photo: this is how i look in a old photo haha

#5 original;

#6 holgart: cool BD

#7 cross process;

#8 colour pinhole: i like the green and red thingy

#9 grunge)

and now for the frames!!!! :D

but cant really see the top and bottom cause of the (abit) lousy photobucket

(From top left:

#1 doodle frames- stars;

#2 flower frames- one of the not so girly frames;

#3 christmas frames- FAT gingerbread man;

#4 forgot what its called;

#5 halloween frames- a not so scary looking one;

#6 so earthy

#7 christmas frames- reindeer (:

#8 christmas frames- SKINNY gingerbread man;

#9 christmas frames- christmas trees)

OK its 10:21 and huizhen finally sent me! haha so going to edit our unglam photos now lol!

2011-08-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

daddy finally got 2 interviews(: happy much! and today one seem to have gotten really well(: it just seems like one with quite alot of potential in it so yea fingers crossed! >< today's devotion seemed to be line or should i say God is speaking to me.

the verse of the day is

"Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear." -Luke 12:22

and i like the following verses,

"who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?" -Luke 12:25-26

haha its really true, many times we worry so damn much but the thing is we worry but we cant do anything much since everything is in control of God so we can just pray and trust in Him to guide our way since our lives are in His hands and He most definitely wouldnt spoil or ruin or lives right? so we just need to pray, talk to Him and sit back and put everything in His hands and do certain things when He speak to us(: like the phrase "don't worry, be happy!" (:

haha feel like im doing some essay with the format of P- point; E- explain; E- examples/elaborate; L- link. wackahahahahas i think too much studying is getting into my brain! haha but i really think these few days im getting more and more hard working *proud of myself* heeheeh :P but yea now that daddy got some chances here and there my heart is more at ease and i think i can be more at peace already! Oh thank you so much God!!! <3 :D

i am neglecting my poor blogger!

2011-08-22T19:14:00.002+08:00

haha realise i haven blogged here in ages ok maybe 4/3 days :P i meant like a serious how was my day post anw im busy being addicted to tumblr(: i even neglected my wordpress lol! haha maybe cos tumblr has these nice pics that make me just wan to say what i wan there, but i think i got to be more careful of what i post if i wan to put words there..maybe wordpress is safer ><

just changed my wordpress url cos i think the previous one is quite easy to guess.
i have no idea how to describe my life right now,

studies: i guess im more serious and hardworking like how i keep thinking about my work while im typing this which i usually dont do so :O ___ is seriously being so !@$#$&#%& dont feel like doing ___'s work lah, its like the tot of seeing ___ makes me so irritated like mad =.=

life: its like a never-ending rollar coasters with freaking lots of ups and downs and im like sitting it blindfolded -.- so i cant SEE what is happenning until it hits me so FRIKKING HARD.
I HATE IT.

everything else: well i guess its ok and fine :/ nothing much i guess..its a students life what u expect. hais D:

2011-08-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

this is something like what i want, the old vintage looking kind of polaroid

this kind is cool too(:

just putting this here cause its colourful haha :D

dont mind this too!(:

and this!(:

didnt know there is digital, polaroids! awesome sia!

2011-08-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

i just wish there's a guy that care about me and make me feel special.
i guess sometimes, i just get jealous that little bit.

2011-08-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

if only you knew,
but you never will.

why?

cause im good at keeping secrets(:
i will never tell you how i feel.

cause that makes me selfish twice in your life.

you deserve to be happy.

i can talk and say all i want,

but you will never know that its you im talking about
does it hurt that i cant say how i feel?

yes, yes i does.

but the thought of being able to

like you silently,

watching you from the corner of my eye

but still able to keep that distance and not ruin everything

i guess, let's just say it's worth it.

i doubt you will ever guess,

unless you feel the same way.

but even if my judgements are wrong,

i think you already have someone in your heart.

but its ok, i shadnt be greedy or selfish,

having you once is enough for me, though i want you once again.

hmm maybe, maybe in the future.

but i want to keep things as it is now.

smilling to myself at the thought of you.

2011-08-02T22:53:00.001+08:00

if u dint know, im still waiting you know.

waiting for what you promised.
you said, not now, maybe next time.
next time or next life?

2011-08-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

"The Reason Why"

Yesterday
I waited for your friends to walk away
So I could say just what I mean

I know we're moving fast
We're running from the past
I'm holding on before it fades away

Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
And Baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love

Standing still
I'm waiting round to see if this is real
Cause I feel like I'm asleep
I'll open up my eyes
Cause you might be the type
Of girl that makes me dream when I'm awake

Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love

So tell me can this really work
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love or myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love

That's the reason why when you're young you fall in love
That's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

2011-08-02T18:54:00.001+08:00

HYPERVENTILATE LIKE MAD :O ohohohohohohohoh

2011-08-01T22:16:00.004+08:00

我开始喜欢上他。
我不敢说因为我怕那只是一时的感觉。
我对他，已经有很多一时的感觉，所以，我不知道该不该去听我的感觉。
他，有时让我开心，有时让我伤心。
他不断的让我感到很烦，因为有时，我不知道他是真的对我好，还是只是把我当朋友看。
我被他弄的团团转：/
为什么他的心情每次都和我一样：（
i seriously, dont know what you are driving at. really.
maybe i am over sensitive or what but there is TOO many coincidence already.
i am so troubled by it and fustrated that i dont know what to do.
有可能是因为不想在受到伤害，也不想一直为别人而伤心，所以我的心一直那么硬，一直的对感情那么的反抗。
因为受过伤害，所以不敢再去爱。

2011-07-31T17:23:00.002+08:00

watching love keeps going reminds me that sometimes we may work so hard for something thinking that others will appreciate us, we do so much just to make ourselves feel like we are worthy of keeping but in the end we are so busy that we dont even know whether what we have done have served its purpose.
yes, for some it may be worth it, but most of the time its not. so while doing so much things, we must always remember to stop and see whether doing so much is hurting us more or making us happy more.
because dont waste your time doing things that people u think will appreciate but in the end dint. cause in the end, the person that lose out is you. that person wouldnt feel sorry or pity for u, maybe they will but in the end, they wouldnt be so nice to give up everything just to repay your kindness to them.
so in all things, remember to love yourself. cause learning to love yourself is what matters. dont stupidly get hurt over people that you think you love, if you dont know how to love yourself, how can you love others?

2011-07-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

One day, a woman went into the salon for a haircut. She was a Christain but the hairdresser was an atheist. He started telling her how God didn't exist, though knowing she was a Christian. He carried on by exclaiming that if God was real, then there wouldn't be any evil in the world. No sins, nothing.

The woman kept silent.

She prayed.

After the haircut, while approaching the door, she saw an uncouth beggar right outside the salon. She told him, " I believe that there are no such thing as hairdressers in the world."

The man was puzzled.

"If there were, there will be no people with untidy hair around in the streets.", she continued and pointed at the beggar.

The man replied, " It is not because there are no hairdressers, but because they are unwilling to have their hair done."

After saying that, he was dumb-founded, in awe of the wisdom that she had <------- should be in awe of the wisdom that God gave her (:

*random nice post, neglecting my blogger hahaa*

2011-07-24T22:02:00.002+08:00

"when a girl gives up, it's not because she don't love you, but because she's tired of getting hurt and feels like you'll never care"

to all my friends out there i hope u know that i'll love u forever! :D
if it hurts soo much that u cant stop thinking about the pain then just let go, it will hurt the hell out of you for awhile but after the pain all u feel is freedom and love for urself.
a moment of happiness will not last cos the pain eventually catches up with u so dont drag it.
u will come out happier, i promise (:

2011-07-20T22:17:00.001+08:00

im not gonna care anymore.

2011-07-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

"What I Know"

[Verse 1:]
I take the car and drive the night
The white stripes blur and ease my mind
When all that's left is a single line
Instead of this confusion
And I'm not certain of the way it was
And I'm not sure what I could of done
Oh but I wonder if it had been enough
To stop her from leaving
And I realize the only thing I know is

[Chorus:]
She said, I'm in love with some one else she said
I fell in love with some one else and I
I'm in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure

[Verse 2:]
I stop the car and close my eyes
I can see her face, but It takes a while
And it feeds it like the morning light
Slow and unfocused, So I go home and
She's sitting on the kitchen chair
Oh a suitcase waiting by the stairs
Oh they're both worn out from all the years
They're ready to let go
And I realize the only thing that's sure is

[Chorus:]
She said , I'm in love with some one else she said
I fell in love with some one else and I
I'm in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure
She's in love with some one else she said
She fell in love with some one else and that
She's in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure

[Bridge:]
And I'm on my knees
And I'm on my knees
And I'm on my knees
And I'm on my knees
Yes and I realize the only thing I know is

[Chorus:]
She said , I'm in love with some one else she said
I fell in love with some one else and I
I'm in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure
She's in love with some one else she said
She fell in love with some one else and that
She's in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure

I fell in love with some one else and I
I'm in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure
She's in love with some one else she said
She fell in love with some one else and that
She's in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure

SAD SONG UH. BUT DAMN NICE BEAT :D

2011-07-17T14:52:00.004+08:00

i was suppose to "Dreamweaver" one of the chio chio white white blogskins to fit on mine but the thing is it couldnt show me the design wif the code at the same time, i have no idea why so im still stuck with my chio-but not so chio blogskin now *blah*

and then aft that my photobucket decides to be all ass-y wif me and the whole website just totally screw up like mad -.- i wanted to put a screen shot den suddenly forgotten whr isit save at D': *cries again*
anw the THING is staring at me but seriously im freaking tired to do anything abt it, feel shit that i actually said yes to it :/ the mad-stupid things i do.

MY PHOTOBUCKET IS FREAKING SCREWED.

still editing so slowly cos totally no mood edit plus my phone camera f(x)s SUCKS LIKE MAD :X

i needa hurry up and finish up my tutorials too!!!

im doned, din edit the rest cos yea so here are some raw, some edited :O

and this are called PEEPS not PEPPY which i tot it :/
anw they are cute soft, fluffy sweet pink-sugar coated bunnies :DD

awww felt bad bitting its ears off....and its head :O
left the body for my grp members aww i so nice heehee ^^

was suppose to study but yea i sort of did in the end ok!!
wanling jie so nice teach me my chem T-T *touched*
anw din know whr to put the heart so it ended

up thr which kinda looks ugly now :/
*blah* wtv :/
alfred is still looking cute anws hee :D

super chio sunrise (:
but it can be chio-er lah D:
we picked the wrong place to watch but ah
thats the view u get when ur lazy :O

my mad-chio bag hahahahah!
its kinda my mum's one which she

never ever used before
anw happy that its so nice, antique-y looking
but sad it cant fit my laptop if not it will be so !!!!!
heehee got lots of compliments for it alrd so

IM A HAPPY GIRL! :D

ok of to finish my tutorials!!!! (:

2011-07-17T12:15:00.001+08:00

"The Man Who Can't Be Moved"

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

[Chorus:]
'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

2011-07-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

why doesnt anyone believe me when

i say i don think of him anymore?

u mean i do have to think of him?

i think no matter what u say to me,

i wouldnt shed a single tear

because ive already feel

no regrets anymore.

2011-06-26T23:37:00.004+08:00

WENT TRAIN STALKING TODAY!

it was soooooo much fun ><

took damn lots of photos,

though not really what i wan but still quite nice :D

here are some...

me on the tracks (:

walk, walk, walk

pwetty tracks!

it was an awesome day all in all,

though had to walk thru lots of grassy path

to go to the tracks but it was WORTH IT!

WHOO! :D

im a happy girl ><

gonna miss the train,

heh i talk abt it like im some old lady that has

seen the train since young

but i cant help but help a sense of nostalgic and sadness

to know that i cant see the train like today anymore

hope it will look as nice at woodlands! (:

2011-06-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

feelings come and go as they please

so it helps if i don pick up my phone everytime i FEEL something,

if not i most prob be in lots of trouble and unwanted sadness.

hais D:

2011-06-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

SOULMATE

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

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SINGLE

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

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she sings 2 songs that are damn nice, idk which to follow??

2011-06-22T21:22:00.004+08:00

not much to blog abt these few days (who am i kidding)

studying hard (i guess?) for exams but I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED!!

how hard is it not to get distracted lah!!

anws i guess if i screw up my exams i totally deserve it @-@

anw totally don get why guys don tok to u even aft its over,

like what's wrong with that?

u mean there's never the word FRIEND in ur dictionary???

like why cant they just act normal and stop being so tingly (wtv that word means)

whenever i try to say sth they jus... *rolls eyes*<- me roll

seriously.. who's the mature one here ~.~

anws guess im way over the emo-heart-break trance except for some moments

when some ppl cant help but remind me abt it -.-

gawd irritating but yea interesting at the same time

promised my fwens i will never ever do THAT

yes i'll be a good girl and do so cos yup i too don wan it to happen again .__.

i totally deserve better woohoo who doesnt~

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PICTURES YAY! :D

me bored at the mrt platform waiting for liew~

weird face -.-

screwed hair :O

weeeeee ASTONS not ASH-TONS heehee :P

epic random face~

love my girls (:

too bad lulu jie is not here ://

haven seen her for quite some time

BUT

im going to see her dis sat

which is coming

which implies so is myes.......

and im still blogging....

imma bad bad girl, slacking :)

>< too bad its addictive :D

ANW got a new hooby shadnt say what it is but its keeping my entertained~

(: happy me :)